Tuesday

When I saw u lead his hand, my heart is no longer "lup" "dup" sound.

But is "pling" "plang" sound..

It's really hurt, do u know? :"(

Yesterday got biology test.

This my first time,

I got confidence to tell u that,

i might can score 20 above in this exam.

U know how happy am i?

Cycle back home, just want to share this message to u..

It's raining.

But when i'm cycling back to home..

I saw u. with him.

U lead his hand, and he is using umbrella to cover u..

I didn't see wrong..

It is u.

But i'm not sure who is it..

At that moment,

Just 1 second.

Feel like want to die.

Feel like my heart broke.

Feel like everything is not important anymore..

Suddenly my mood very down..

Sigh..

Why?

I so hope that it is ur sister..

Immediately text u.. but u didn't reply me..

So i called u..

U told me that because the floor very wet,

So u lead his hand..

Haiz.

I feel like drop from mountain.

Really really down.

although u said so.

but i also feel very sad.

Suddenly no mood to do everything.

My report,

Study.

Long time didn't call u.

I asked for a chance.

But u said be friend better..

Sigh.

I know i hurt u before.

I really hope that u can give me one more chance to prove it to u that i can give u a better life.

I can bring u happiness.

Can u please give me one more chance?

To love u more?

U asked me, if u give me chance what would i do?

Future?

At the moment when i saw u with him.

I knew that, my future can't without u.

My future is u.

U r my future.

My life cant without u.

Losing u, let me feel like...

Everything is abnormal.

U r the reason, why i hardworking.

U r the reason why i study till so hard.

U said i know u well,

once ur heart died, that mean really died.

SIgh.

I know u know me well as well.

When i said i will do it, sure i can do it..

Why u don't give me one more chance? :(

I promise u, i will do what ever i can to become a better guy..

I promise u, i will hurt u anymore.

I promise u, no matter what happened, i also won't leave u alone..

But why u push me away.

It's so hurt when i asked we still got chance to be couple?

But u said "no, i think"

U hurt me so bad..

I want u so badly.

Hope to always be by ur side.

Hope to be back before that, so happy, so caring.

I...

Can u please don't walk so close with him..? :(

Can u please don't...?

Please?

I..

I'm sorry...

What should i do..?
To let u become my the only one..?

What should i do..?
To let u back to my side..?
Can u please... don't leave me alone..?

Don't let my heart die can..?