30/12

1 more day to go =)
Act how are u ar?
Your sound like...
Yesterday ur sound also like that.
Maybe i really disturb dao u lo..
Sry ar=)
Got pray mar?
IF u pray more, u will get more power =)
And rest more ar?
Headache?
Rest har lar =)
Dont force urself..



Today very boring lo
But hoping tomorrow is a nice day!
Cause tomorrow is the last day of 2010!
When it passed~
It wont come back already =)
Gona miss it,
Actually..
Many ppl that i want to thx =)
Just tell u only ar =)
All ppl that in 延伸=）
MAny many ar!
Thx to them,
when i nid hlp they all also will hlp me.
And without they word,
MAybe i still remain em0 =P
And when nite chat with me~
dare to 分享 their secret!
Keep on call me dont think so much~
Hahas..



In church.
This year, after 少年军 i only start to close with mindy =)
But, if wont take so long time for me to close with her =)
Just for a few days..
I wont forget about it!
And jun hao, a bin!
Before that,
He is a person that like to bully ppl and just think about him de ppl lar =)
but after this 少年军
He had chgs alot =)
Start to friend with many ppl already,
A bin ==
Very love clean geh person,
At least before this snj he is a person who just care about himself.
but after this, he also chgs alot =0
noe how to think about ppl =)
And many many of my friend =)





My class =) 4s5!
I think without my LORD.
I cant meet with u all guys!
Thx for u all guys geh 关照~
when i nid some hlp in study~
U all also will hlp me lar =)
Even that when i scold by teacher,
U all also will hlp me =)
I wont forget u all guys!
Friend forever!!!!





ABout me?
MAybe withou u..
I still remain a wood =)
that day if u didnt tell me about that:
''你可以不要那么冷吗？''
i only know that i nid to chgs =)
I know i hurted u before,
Just because of that,
i only feel that was 公平..
now u treat me like that also nvm =)
cause i treat u like that before..
And hurted u=)
I wont forget about those that days that u accompanny me =)
even that just for a few month..
I will wait =)
untill the day come =)
Waiting =)

29/12

hahas,
2 more day,
my life going to chgs back to normal,
I feel that i had chgs alot =)
my friend also say like that =P



3 days in penang =D
Quite fun and happy~
Went to beach!
And with having fun with all church member =D
All over the nite with playing card,
DIdnt sleep for 1 day =X
Very tired!
1st day,
8 am reach church
wait until 10 only start to go to penang from ipoh =P
Exciting!!!!!!
Can sleep in hotel!
HAHAHA!
Long time didnt sleep in hotel already =X
But i also didnt sleep for 1st day =P
Mad-ing!
We went to beach and play!
Football =.=
MAke my leg hurt,
Because of those sand =(((
Yong ern!!!
SO fun lar!
And many ppl too!
used RM 25 to play that parachut==
Very high lo!
At nite we go meet Joel they all!
HAHAS,
He bring me to eat somethings that we cant eat in ipoh!
taste good!!




Well~
First day just end like that,
but without sleeping,
We meet edyln too =)
but just chat awhile~
cant say awhile lar =P
Just 1 sentences =.=
Jun hao they all at there wo, where do u want to go?
Just answer me and hilang from the lif ==
Like a gHOSt~
来的匆匆，去的匆匆~
nvm nvm..




2nd day~
We didnt went to where,
swiming~
at swiming pool~
about 2 like that have lunch,
and after that go beach agin!
This time many ppl play boat =.=
dont know what is it,
but nvm,
Football agin!
ARGH,
Mading!
Then Pull some girls and boy go to swim!
Hahas,
Semua sudah wet wet~
Quite funny.
nite,
meet with kai ven =)
Go to G-hotel and take a look =)
And having lunch with him =)
thx for his dinner,
Love u =)
This time i cant stand for it,
Must sleep!!
So chat until 4 like that sleep already =.=
Jun hao and jun wei because of some game~
MAd adi.
HAha, funny.



Today went to QueensBay Mall!
And brought 2 clothes~
With RM 33! quite cheap =P
about 5 start to go back home lur,
gona miss it =X
Okay,
Is time for me to start my study lur,
dont play play please noel!=)
And say BYE BYE TO HOLIDAY!
AND PENANG TOO =P






Well,
How?
School going to start le wo=)
Miss school?
Or want keep on holiday?
No matter it is what,
I just hope that u can happy=)
Not just happy~
And must appresiate to GOD each day that he give =)
And he will make a way for u when u since to be no way =)
when u have some problem in yhour daily life,
Why dont u try to pray =)?
MAybe it can hlp u =)
ANd many ppl will worry u de wo,
And I dont like emo de~
OKAY?
Hahas, just those feel days only =P
Anyway, SMile!

26/12

Another day will boring~
Especially without anypeople.
Well cant say like that,
TOday wake up~
Go church~
Me xian kai, jun hao, a bin
DEcided to wear same clothes that we brought in jj yesterday!
Quite nice!




Today jun hao baptism =)
Finally~
gratz to him!
AFter that~
We go play computer..

AFter ply computer~
WE go back to church and have our captain ball =)
Today too many ppl,
So hard to play,
Sorry to all those ppl that come today =(
So late only start~
PSPS

Today very tired ar!
But tomorrow fun things coming!
We nid to go for 3 day choir camp!
So happy!
Hope it will be fun~
Going to penang tomorrow =P


Today look like nothings to say o
So just untill like that lar =)
And how about u today?
Drink more water ar~
And school going to start!
ADD OIL!
Remember~
Pray more more power,
Pray less less power,
Didnt pray no power =)
GOd bless u!

25/12

23 and 24 because of busying so didnt write dou~
Paiseh =P
Well,
Today is 25!
God u and my birthday!
Merry christmas!
And happy birthday to eu and to me =P



Yesterday 5 o'clock only sleep ==
because of some mad guys come to my house and overnight~
Jun hao and they all =.=
About 2.30 a.m. i means midnight..
WAH! damn scary~
Cause we all go out buy some drink and some junk food come back to my house eat~
But we didnt take along our money~
So ivan~ our church member,
decided to go to bank there press money out~
Well~
3 o'clock.~
But the road still contain of many cars~
and some ppl ==
I think all those ppl are vampire~
Or not batman =D
QUite scary..
HAhas,
Thx for your bless my LORD!


About 5 oclock only sleep~
chat with jun hao, jun wei, sin yee brother, sin yee BF and samuel beh!
Wao,
Today 9 wake up ==''
Quite tired,
And we nid to prepare ourself go elin tan house,
and have our breakfast+ lunch there!
STEAMBOOT!
spell like that rite?
I dont know how to spell ==
HAving fun there!
ANd thx to those ppl who brought a birthday cake for me!!!
Very happy ar ! =D
And thx for you all guys geh wish =P





After that go to church,
having 化妆晚会~
jun wei- vampire
ka kae- cowGirl
Sin yee- salamon
A bin and jun hao- Skeleton kings~
Yong ern- Dont know wo =P
ME? ME lur!
HAhas,
Well all quite funny~
NOt quite,
is very funny,
I means their face~
Same as mine too!
But i really having a nice day today!
before u come to this church.
Every year when mine birthday reach,
i just can celebrate with my family,
or call my friend come to my house and have party..
But it was not fun and not happy ==''
But after i came to this church~
Every years when my birthday reach~
It will passed with a wonderful and happy mood =P
Very happy that i can know u all guys,
ANd expectually thx to u my LORD~
U r the one who bring me came to this church,
WIthout u,
I think my life wont chgs so easyly..









And the last but not least,
Thx for your wishes =)
U r the first ppl who wished me happy birthday =)
Finally u did u =P
still remember last year that u forget to wish me happy birthday?
Hahas,
that time your sound very sad and quite cute wert,
Before my birthday pass suddenly u send a message and wish me,
And said i cant become the first,
but i hope to become the last ppl who wish u =P
Anyway thx ar =)
So happy, i tot u forget jor..
BTW must happy ar!
And God will lead u the way when u since to be no way =)
Always pray! and God love u!
MErry christmas!! =)

22/12

=.=
Today same as nothings to do~
like a plant human=.=
O ya!
Today played a game that call~
Zombie vs plant!!
Nice game!
Even that it feel like a children game~
But when i start to play~
I will feel like wana continue to play!
But i used alot of time in this game ==
About 4 hour~
Quite waste time~





Well~
10 o'clock wake up~~
brush my teeth and wash my face~
Today quite different~
Didnt have my breakfast~
Wait until 12 like that my breakfast only reach~
Just a pau~
but i also forget jor want to eat lar.
concentrate-ing in the zombie vs plant game~
But i wont forget u lar =)
My lord..
But today..
Speechless =.=




Tomorrow going to Jusco~
Watch Iron
Or nania?
Thinking~
Confuse-ing~
Two also nice.
It comment from my friend ==
Tomorrow when reach Jusco only decided lar =)
I gona enjoy it =D
TOmorrow having performences in church~
Choir..
Hoping many ppl come and attend our church =)







What lar?
REally care about u mar =)
So action lar?
Want "心血来潮”only can reply me lar?
Ask u only mar~
Smile jao okay lar =D
My hp rosak jor~
NOw using my old hp..
U know what?
When i open my message,
I saw many message that is from u..
I means 以前的信息啦
now only notice that i didnt delete it =)
真的很舍不得=(
still remember that the message that u send to me when my birthday?
Hahas, i think u forget jor lar..
[李]家有个[奇]怪的人，每天早上都会跑到山[峰]去不知道做什么。
直到有一天他接到[圣]旨说北方有只珍贵的海豚宝宝[诞]生了，但看起来很不开心。
皇帝要他当那只海豚宝宝的守护使者[和]想办法让他开心。
他听了不知道为什么高兴的再次跑到山上去不知道拿了什么东西就抛开他富贵的[生]活骑着马车到北方去了。
经过[日]晒雨淋，他终于到了海豚宝宝出身的地方。
他很[快]的下了马车，把他从山上带来的东西放到水中。
很神奇的，那只海豚宝宝竟然[乐]得跳出水面。
原来他带来的是他每天一大早才能在山上找到的山水，而且每天只有一小滴。
他把它有爱心每天辛苦上山收集的山水给了海豚宝宝并跟他约定说：
“[我]一定会好好照顾[爱]惜你直到[你]不要我。”
从此他们都很快乐的一起生活。



hahas.
like that u also think dao~
So geng..
i very love it =)
It is my first message that so meaningfull =)
Thks u..
This message i will remember it forever and ever =)
Nite..

21/12

=)
Today is my grandfather birthday =*
But i forget jor ==
Today morning,
If without my reminder~
I also dont know what happen ==




Morning,
wake up~
brush teeth,
wash face =)
And pray to my God =)
breakfast~
A plate of noodle with a cup of milo =)
End my Breakfast~
Well,
Everyday also like that ==





Today Go cut my hair =((((
dont know why sot jor~
Feel wana cut my hair~
Then go and cut =P
but every ppl say like didnt cut dao ==
Got lar~
Who say no ==?
Tomorrow upload picture into my facebook =)




Accident~
29 ppl die =(
Still got some ppl missing..
Hope My lord you will bless them =(


At night 8
Go dinner with my family~
Including My jiu jiu,jiu mu,yiyi, grandmother, grandfather =)
Used about RM 500+
Wao quite expensive~
But today is my grandfather birthday..
Didnt Buy present to him =(
DOnt know i still can with him for how many day =(
HOpe it wont be near..
He very sayang me and my sister~
Just now ask my sister:
"mei mei, ur hp still leave how many money?"
My sister answer:
"about Rm 1 lur, why? u want hlp me in o? RM10 enough lar =)"
My grandfather answer:
"RM 10 where enough? RM20 lar!"
SO good ><
Just like that lur =)






HW r u today~?
HAppy mar?
dont know why everyday also must ask u this question first =P
Care about u mar =)
Drink more water ar.
And take care yourself ar,
And smile =)

20/12

Lol..
Today is monday rite?
Very Very tired =((
About 11 like that only wake up~
Thx god that today still remain peaceful =)
Dont know continue this few day,
what will happen =)
It will be a wonderful day~
Or what?



I am wasting time here =)
I think everybuddy start to study already.
Wao~
Expectually ka kei==
Last sunday i saw dao her study phy =.=
No nid so fast gua?
She answer me cause scare later when the school start,
Can chase~
Then hw about me?
I also can chase lur,
Why cant u too? =)





Today quite boring..
My father come back and scold me~
Why dont u start your study?
Want to wait untill when?
Everyday lying on the bed.
Dont know do what.
Hw about sit infront of the table and start your study?
My dear father~
I didnt think it before meh?
But i cant do it ar =(
God plz hlp me =(
When 'Study' this word coming into my brain~
Dont know why all of my system cant fuction already..
Damn it ==
Add oil Add oil!






Okay..
Learning RIVER FLOWS IN YOU
NIce song.
Kiss the Rain is a nice song too =)
but..
Quite sad lar =)
everytime when i hear it i will remember that those memory that with u =)
Hahas..
Well
Thx God. That i'm safe..
But sad for those ppl that have passed away =(
U know?
Today The bus that coming back from Cameron highland
Have a accident..
That bus cant stop and rush into the block and drop until the btm road..
28 ppl die..
Thx That ME,Xian kai and jun wei r safe=)
But God plz bless those ppl who have passed away today =(



Hw are u today?
Want to sms u geh..
But scare disturb dao u..
Today i got miss u leh =)
Hoping u r in the good mood =)
Smile and happy =)
With a health life =_=
Drink more water ar =)
And take care. =)

19/12

Lol..
Seinzz..
Today When wake up~
Still feel very tired~
Sit har Sit har~
only notice tat
9 o'clock already!!!
Damn it!
NID to go Church~
Faster wake up,
tAKE bath, brush teeth and wash my face..
Plus wax my hair~
When reach there
Xian Kai first question:
"Hey brother, what is the time now? =)"
Wah..
Very scary leh..
SRy lur =( late jor.
And mY lord =(
Plz forgive me..




After that =)
Go celebrate jun wei geh birthday~
But not with jun hao =(
Cause jun hao want to go to da gei ==
So just hlp jun wei lur~
Go jusco~
But we late jor.
When reach there only noe that they all are watching nania~
But no more ticket jor!!!!
SEi lo!!!
me And a bin~
Every buddy that in jusco is with a happy and a smile face,
But today~
Got 2 different gals that in jusco with a moody and sad face~
really boring lur..
dont know want to do what~
Walk here walk there.
Accompany him buy a bear bear.
Dont know to who geh =P
But..
Quite tired and very boring lo!!
Very fire ar!
Cant watch movie with them =(((
When play ball..
Soo jun hao!!!!
can u plz stop calling me "fei zai"?
i know i am fat.
But when playing ball,
Can u dont call me like that?
I Hate this "Fei zai" word!!
WHo cr8 it??
ARGHHHHH!!!!
PAtiention noel lee qi feng =)
dont angry dont angry..
Well...




After that went to my grandmother house eat dinner..
My little cute brother.
Can u plz dont destroy our peacefull chat?
because of ur sound!!
Just because of that!
mine relationship between me and my mum has negative..
Come on!
I just want to chat with my mum.
Cant play computer will die meh?
Must say it so loudly.
And keep on "teng jue"
I very hate u lar!
And very angry now!!!a
Argh!






Well..
Hahas.
How are u today?
give ppl scold?
Dont sad ar =) smile~
IF u got anythings also can find me chat geh.
I am also waiting for your message =)
And take care yourself ar.
Drink more water =)

18/12

Lol.
Sorry cause yesterday didnt type dao bl0g,
cause too late jor,
My mum dont let me on my computer =(
Well,
i also forget jor yesterday what happen lar=)
But not today =)


Today is the day that very important to Gary =)
Our Gary kor kor~
no no no.
I should call him Gary uncle jor~
Hahas.
Gong xi Gong xi!
Finally u want to become a uncle jor =(
i will miss it..
those day that with u when u are still 'kor kor'
Anyway..
Today morning,
6.30 a.m. wake up~
quite early.
and quite tired =(
8a.m. de bus~
From ipoh to cameron..
2 and a half hour X.X
Gona kill me~
Well,
when reach there..
10.30 a.m. already~
Me,Xian kai and jun wei~
3 sor lou~
When by bus~
Just to attend Gary geh weeding~
11a.m. start
So many ppl~
So dissapointed about that i cant take picture~
inside it ==
Dilarang buka HP~
well..
I wont forget it =P
First ppl that i saw is Siew ying~
Second vincent~
Third is guo yi
and the last~
YI ren!!


Well..
quite happy also =)
But tired =(
After finish,
We want to sit 3.00 p.m. geh bus go back to ipoh geh..
But...
NO ticket jor!!!
means no place!!!!!
damn it!!!!
NID to sit 6.00 p.m. geh bus~
nid to wait for 3 more hour~
So we sit at starbucks there.
Chat at there =(
just 3 person,
With 3 cup of coffee,
And with food =P
3 cup of coffee used me RM50!!!
Each cup of coffee RM15!
So expensive!!
COme on!
RM15 for me i can go to any type of restaurant,
and call 1 plate of rice!! with large!
and 2 cup of coffee with large too!!
Come on!
but nvm lar~
久久一次~
WEll..
chat until 5 like that,
Yong ern and siew ying come and join us =)
but 6pm nid to go and sit bus lur~
LOL==
Siew ying~
keep on call xian kai belanja dia minum starBucks.



Anyway~
Today quite happy geh..
maybe is last time saw dao yi ren,vincent,guo yi and Siew ying =)
But i dont hope that,
The last time that we meet is at 10/12 that day =)
hope following this few day, weeks, mounths or year...
V can meet agin =)

16/12

Wao==
quite fast~
My birthday is around the corner =D
Dont know this time i can get what surprince leh?
And who will be the first who wish me leh?
Thinking =X
Hahas..
suddenly remember that last year,
U forget to wish me =)
Then i act like very dissapointed like that..
Hahas..
But the funny things is,
Before my birthday pass~
U suddenly say happy birthday to me agin~
And tell me,I cant be the first ppl who say happy birthday to eu,
but i hope to become the last ppl~
Wah,
So touch..
Hahas..
Anyway this year dont know leh,
hope u can become the first ppl lar =)
who wish me happy birthday =)





Um..
Anyway,
This year cant get my present that is from yours one..
feel dissapointed=(
hahas..
Fine Fine Fine
I am okay =)
Today o?
Same as yesterday lur.
Wake up~
PRAY FIRST!!! hahas! i did it=)
After that wash my face and brush teeh~



This time different~
didnt open computer first~
SAPU lantai!
hahas
and wash my clothes
and clean up all those stuff~
quite tired..
About 10a.m.
Have my breakfast~
and Sms u remind u that dont forget to pray =)



Such a nice day~
no sun
WIth Wind~
Jogging is good for us while having this type of weather~
Want go geh..
But..
Lazy~
So open my facebook =)
but..
no buddy on woooo~
NOt no lar, is less~
WELL..
SMS lur =)
But not with u wert..
seem u like busy.
Sigh.






Today very peacefull =)
no argue-ing
no Fight-ing
Nothings happy=)
Such a wonderful day..
Hope that tomorrow also like that~
HOw about u?
Still Got sick mar?
Drink more water ar ==''
First time saw a person that dont like to drink water =.=
So weird~
Anyway..
Hope that u happy today =)
With God Bless~
God love u~
And take care yourself =))

15/12

Today!
Edlyn Yeoh Zechi Birthday~
Wao,
Time passed so fast~
i still remember last year,
i had wished her happy birthday,
And noW~
I just wished Her happy birthday~




Time Ar Time~
Can dont so fast pass mar?
I gona miss it=(
Today morning,
Wake up==
8a.m.
Pray first =)
yea i did it =)
then go wash my face and brush my teeth,
After that~
open my facebook
哪里知道！！
全部人都在聊天~
但我想插进去的时候。。
给人家shot!!!
Come on!
At first.
just 1 ppl shot me only~
Suddenly!!!!
Is Suddenly!!!!!!
All PPL that in yan shen!!!
KEEP ON ＳＨＯＴ ME!!!!




Okay~patient
Patient Noel Lee Qi Feng!
U can do it..
okay fine~
i'm good



Sigh,my hp ==
cant open
using my sister hp to sms
Same as u de hp ar=)
W705
But 不习惯..
nvm lar


This morning, give my mum scold =(
Sigh,
Because of didnt clean up my things
Must chg jor,
cannot like that lur woi!
自己的东西自己收~
哈哈..


Finally!
Finally My hp recover jor!
can open jor!!
damn happy!!!!!
15 new message ==
neng pi
sry ar cant reply your message~
Today quite boring..
whole day play play play play play play play
and SMs SMS　ｓｍｓ
ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇｓ　 to do jor




Got ar sms with u lur =)
lucky today u didnt kena anythings when 涂漆
and ar..remember ar drink more water ar!!
If not later your sick cant recover how?
Many ppl worry about u geh mer =)

14/12

不错的一天=）
Um..
Today very late only wake up.
about 10 lo.
dont know why this feed day feel very tired,
wake up jor,
but still feel wana sleep=(
I am going to become a pig =(




TOday when wake up,
only notice that i nid to go JJ today!!
yesterday i have date with my friend!
cham lur!
11 a.m. nid to reach,
late jor.
and dont know want to wear what clothes go~
so..
late jor =(
SORRY =P




actually, i should not like that,
what also blame my mum.
when she come back,
I ask her:"I nid to go jusco lo,dont tell me u still nid to take bath ar"
AT the first she answer me:"NO nid lar =), i fetch u go first lar."
But suddenly she go and take bath =="
what the!?
just now said what ar?
Now go and take bath? >.<
i keep on scold my mum..
not scold lar, is say lar..
Say my friend waiting me lar,
why u always like that de?
just now say no nid to take bath, why now want to take bath??
quite angry..
But she smile har smile har,
and Said :" sorry lur my dear, feel myself very dirty mar"
Speechless..
But when i reach there..
My friend all also havent arrive..
I start to think..
why just now i like that scold my mum?
Why just cant 体谅一下他呢？
i feel sorry to her =(
and Mum..
Thx u because of your kindness,
i only feel that u love me =)
I love u my mum..
And i nid to changes my attitude jor..





Nania！！！
Nice movie!!
but full jor =(
爆笑江湖！！
got 小彬彬 do de..
trying to ask got ticket anot.
but..
sigh =(
So, we decide to watch harry potter =)
quite confuse lar,
dont know what it's talking about.
but still okay lar...





This few day,
大家也有注意到吧？
其实为什么要自杀呢？
这世界上不是这有一个她吧？
如果我认识他就好咯..
可以传福音给他=（


My lord..
我知道，每一个人都是你所创造的。。
每一位你所创造的，都有它的目的..
但我不明白..
为什么这些人会这样的呢？
难道神你创造它,
是为了要他自杀？
Um...
sorry i should not ask like that..
forgive me my lord =(






hw are u today =）？
still got sick marr ==''
drink more water arr..
and if feel boring can find me wo.
i am always waiting for your message..=)

13/12

哇..
Time passed very fast =)
13/12 jor =.=
today whole day face this computer,
wasted alot of time ==


Um,but not play computer lar,
is..
tag picture and uplord picture,
quite tired..


Morning,when i wake up..
my brother using my computer,
nid to wait lur.
go jogging and eat breakfast first lur,
Dont know why,
when i walking,
i feel very lonely=.=
Very hope that somebuddy will accompanny me~
Or message me also can lar.
but no =)
maybe i am just alone =)
but nvm,
Got GOD mar =)
today want sms u de..
But think har think har lehh..
i think dont want bother u lar,
cause u nid to busy to memorize your speech,
rite?
and i feel that Myself very fan,
keep on ask u things..
没办法咯..
想跟你sms mar..







After having my breakfast,
Somebuddy find me in sms==
quite okay lar=)
at least that time i didnt feel lonely=)
Thx!
About 2 only start to on my computer
Upload picture and vedio.
98张！
够力~
after upload....
still nid to tag!
Sei lur, this time
i tot that untill night also cant finish geh.
but still okay lar =)
used 1 hour to finish it.
很有满足感。。







how about u today?=)
still sick?
Got drink water mar?
and..Pray leh?
Hahas, i think dont have de larr=P
Dont angry lar,
i will hlp u pray =)

12/12

哇~
不错的日期=）
but not very happy =)


still okay lar..
today,
this morning dont know why very tired,
i tot just 7 or 8 something when i wake up~
but when i watch my hp...
9.30 something jor =.=
WTH>.<
late jor!
15 message and 5 miss call
all about why didnt come church?
and about later jun hao geh celebration =.=
so today jun hao and jun wei geh celebration cancel =(
SOrry~
Faster wake up!
go brush teeth and take bath~
Cham! no clothes wear =.=
forget to wash all of my clothes that bring to yan shen=.=
hw?
so...
not very formal today
sry GOD =(
and late jor..
Forgive me plz =(




Okay lar Okay lar..
when i reach there..
让我们来做一个结束的祷告==
sigh~
after that we decided go to my house==
play~
Member:Jun hao, A bin, xian kai
But dog looke like not very happy because of they all come =.=
i think i noe the reason!
because they have ate all mine food!
and junk food! =(
cham lur,
no junk food eat,
tomorrow go buy lar==
MUST BAN them jor!
beside that,
they all suffer because of my DOG =D
hahas, pity them..



Um,today i dont know why lar=)
want care about u,
but u sound like dont want.
okay sorry..
dont want fan u lar,
and i wont ask u reason lar,
since u so lazy to answer me =)
just want to remind u if u saw this sentences~
GO ＤＲＩＮＫ　ＷＡＴＥＲ！
okay?
must take care yourself ar..
jao like that lar =)
nite..

10/12

哈哈，好了
I am back =)
About half year jor,
Dont know it got miss me anot =P


Na Na Na
I wont broke my promise lar =.=
I will write it every day,
And let u see =)


Erm,actually leh..
I dont know how to say lar,
Hope u will love it,
I think maybe it is a better way,
Thx for your carrying
maybe some ppl dont know,
but i know =)
你真的有改变，
虽然你身边的人不知道=）
可能你最亲的人不知道，
但我知道，
神也知道，
你不要伤心，
难过，
就如果伤心或难过时，
记得，
不要怪自己，
不要说自己做得不好，
你已经做得最好了=）
这就是本来的你，
so just no nid to worry about how ppl look in u,
remember GOD always accompanny u =)



从这个延伸回来，
我发现你变得就是，
更会依靠神了。
有什么东西都可以跟我分享=)
我一直在等你，
谢谢你，
收了我的礼物，
不然，
我真的会很失望，
希望它能给到你，
快乐和幸福=）
也希望它能鼓励你，
continue your jorney =)





i also nid to chgs myself jor,
but sry i cant be perfect=)
Noel! remember,
GOD will always beside u,
just..
Add oil!
I know u GOD,
u will make a way for me when i seem to be no way rite?
I love u =D
I had learn many things in this camp,
not just how to take care myself.
how to clean my clothes or what =)
is u GOD =D
You are a god that know all of my things
and hear my pray,
i love u,
Because GOD u love us first =)

0629

erm..
tata?
你不上来了吗?
你不进来这里了吗？
还是你的tata是另外一件事？
我们现在就好像陌生人..
很久没跟你聊了..
我生病了..
很痛苦=)
让我想回了以前..
以前生病时总会被你说..
或骂=)
那是真的很开心嘛..
被你叫去喝水=）
就算在痛苦..
也是很快乐..
但现在,
就算再多的安慰，
再多的问好..
也不比你一个的话，来得根好..
看来我也只能孤单一个人..







望着天上的星星..
那时真的不想跟你说再见..
因为我现在才发现..
说了再见，才发现再也见不到了..

0628

Seem like we wont find each another le..
i will chgs myself =)
if this is your wish=)
i will become back that leeqifeng that have gone..




u still remember ma?
is u call me chgs myself de=)
是你把我从一个不太喜欢跟女孩子聊天的我
变去一个信息不冷的家伙=）
现在又要把我退回去..
很辛苦的哦。。=.=



sorry a..vivien..
就算你在对我多热情也好..
在多好也好..
no one can take her place..=)
i keep on ask myself
i should take what to u?
我不停的问我自己。。
怎配你爱惜..
我..应该拿什么给你..=）
now i only know..
其实，
人只不过是个自私的生物=)
从不为别人想想..
只为了自己=）

0624

ERm..
is the fourth day le..
still dont have your message=)..
....




today in school still ok lar..
my total marks 558..
11 subject..
erm..
how was u today?
happy mah?
always also ask u this question...
but u didnt answer me..
feel very lonely=)..

0623

=)
another day le...
today in school still ok la..
boring dao sleep le..
too tired..=)
finally near my house de basketball court have done le!!
hahas
can play basketball everyday le!!
today go and play..
find that got leng lui play de o!
play with her brother =.=
didnt play with me de..haizz
joking only lar..






erm.
how r u today?
i am fine thx..
happy ma?
hope u will happy too..=)

0622

erm..
today in school..
ok la..
BM not that good =.=
63 marks..
suan lar..
so bad..

stay in school today..
play basketball..
so proud of me..
leg like that still can play..
lol..=)




today also is the third day le..
just now i go to your blog and see those thigs that u type to me before..
very hope that i can go back to that time..
如果..
彩虹真的能够实现人家的愿望..
那你可以告诉我..
彩虹在哪里吗？
我可以问他能不能把我的愿望还给我？
为什么？
到了最后..
你还是这样...?
如果你是一朵花..
我希望我是一棵树那就够了..
可以不要什么也这样沉默吗..?
我的心又想你了..

Going to school today..

Erm..
today morning=.=
nid to wake up early le..
thought can sleep late abit de..
suan la..
today result coming out=(


my biology..same same de =.= 60 marks no chgs..
all also look like same..
but add math=(
same as fail..
whole class just 10 ppl pass =.=!!!
normal de la..
add math i hate it!










just like that lo./.
when back to home..
take my phone..
very hope got message de..
expectully is yours de..
but....hopeless..
why dont find me...?
我还是跟以前一摸一样吗？
still dont trust me...?
没有你所谓的安全感？
hahas..
我就只能是你身边的花草树木？
不被你注意的一棵树？
还是野草?
=)
我也没差嘛..
就只是野草罢了嘛..
得空就给人踩一下...
你也不用太在意啦..
因为野草永远都只能这样..
都只能望着你,你却望不到我=)

COme back from australia=)

This few day cant type blog because of my mum and dad =(
keep my lap top dont late me play...
haiz..
nvm =)
first wish my father happy father day first =)
didnt say thx and sorry to him..
just normal normal like that..
hope my father wont angry=)
erm...
lazy to put all those photo inside here..
so dont wan put le=)
when i at australia ar..
ok la..
but cant meet u =X
very hope that i can go melbourne la!!!
ARgh!!mad le!
but luckily got one beautiful girl accompanny me=)
my mum de friend de daugther..
accompanny me play those things that i not dare to play de X.X
i will die if i continue play those roulercouster..
BUt she very good wert XD
keep on call me play=.=
call me dont scare..
got me accompanny u like that=X
Those uncle aunty also call me play..
than jao play lo=D
i will die.dont call me play plz.my heart will jump out=0
when i am boring she chat with me lo =)
u ar! dolphin sms u yao dont reply me!!!
haizz..make me so boring..
and waste my hp credit..
but nvm lar..
this few message can send dao to u jao enough le..
at less wont make me feel moody..=)
now i only know she is reading collage=.=
age 18! more than me 2 year =(
if same age with me jao good lo!
hahas...joking only =)





Start from tomorrow school day starting..=X
i nid some more holiday day plz!!!
haiz..
ok lar.
nid to sleep le=)
today didnt sms me de=(
nvm lar.....
hope u happy today..=)
and...
jao like that la nothings le =D









i feel that i am not close with u jor...=)

tuesday~

O tuesday le~
So fAst..
Exam has passed For one week~
hope it faster pass..
and the holiday will come!
yea!!!!
hope this two week of holiday will make me very fun~
and hope that i can see dao u =)



today a..
mY laSt SainS suBjecT!!
kimia!
it kill my life.
make me get a heart attack!!
so scary.
those question=.=
and today very very tired..
cause yesterday study kimia for whole night..
burn night oil~
suan la=)
also no uSe~
Hope it wiLL goOD thAn LAst TIme~





Hey hEY..
DOnt Be so sAD=)
just a Mark onlY ma...
Dont Sad PLZ+.+
Gor GOr saYAnG~
same de word..
''this time cant nxt time just add oil lo''
hahas
every time also say like that to u~
hope u really dont sad and happy=)
and take care ar..
ant only ma~ dont scare la hahaS
finally u find me la?
Thought u wont find me le~
hahas
so happy that u find me
but just very sorry that...
when u sms me in the school..
i cant reply u..
and accompanny u..
sry yea...
and be HAppY ;P

saturday

Hey hEy..
Another day le..
erM Still Ok lA.
Not Bad,
Just fEeling not weLl..
haiZzz..


TodAY PonTenG~
diDnt GO churCH..
stAy aT hoMe StudY=.=
But whEn AFternooN,
It Raining heavly~
so i jao GO Sleep lO..
Too tIred(Not feeling well lo)
Slepp untiL 9 oNly wakE uP!!
OMG~!!!!
No Study dAO..
WhaT sHouLD i DO >nVM la conTinuE slEep La XD//
Skip my dinner~
Good fOr heAlth~.~
noW verY hungRy..
CanT sLEep lah...
GG!!!(gagal)




NVM la..
StuDyinG...
o ya! sUddenly fOrget le..
Lucky remember~
CongrAtulAtions to euuuuu..
wHo saY u CanT de??
now U aLso dO dAo le lO~
Add oIl~~~~~~~
anD Becareful When u R alOnE iN HousE~.~
juSt TakE cArE youRself LA..
oR Can go and LiSten a sOng lAR.
'关怀方式'
tHiS sOnG sure Can Hlp u=)

WelcomE baCk =.=

Oh No~!
Lee Qi FenG has return..
but dont know some buddy know that i have return le mah??=.=
haizz..
nvm la, no buddy will worry about me also =)
lonG tiME didnt come back to here and write my whole day life and let u see le wo..
hahas..
finally exam has start..
and i am push on with it +.+
it hard,but i will keep it on and do my best =)
just half way only,must add oil!!!
o no~
one more week,
just one more week,
i jao nid to go that place jor..
hahas...
nvm la. 奇迹this world wont happen in u or me..
just a past tent -__-
haha..
but hope will see dao u also.
long time didnt come back here already..
dont know how to ask u things jor..
before that i will ask u what de a?
erm..
let me think first ar....
o ya!
is are u happy today?
how was you in schooL?
all not those sample question..
even that it is simple..
but u also wont answer me de.
boring!~~~!!!!
nvm...




mY mum ask mE tomorrow wan go KL anot..=.=
THis question very confuse me..
if u can saw dao this..
can i ask u a question??
if i go to KL..
can u come and accompanny me shopping??
hahas..
suan le ba...
this question i think u wont answer geh..
but..it is real de..
if this question have been asked by me..
will u comE.....?

wednesday@

One day le...today look like nothing de...go school, eat breakfast,sleep..hear teacher teaching..play with friend.chat with friend...normal life*-*↲o ya..this few day i keep on play computer..died lo..exam is coming.but i still don't wan do revision..noel noel.u not say le must hard working de meh? Must score a nice mark let your friend family see de meh? Add oil la...erm..how was u today? Firstly congratulations to u=) cause u pass already...don't so fast jao say yourself can't lar...i know u can de...add oil la...how was your exam? Still ok mah...gambateh a bu bu XD↲Miss u...

tuesday

This few Day..
Do Any thiNGs alSO LooK like
No meaning LE..

dONt know why??
Am i Wrong ThinkIng..
But u Happy jao OK le..
u saY whAt Jao whAT la..
THis mOunth Look Like ManY pPL biRTHDAY o..

suan la..
not my fault also..
meaningless...
what also not important le..



today happy mah?
how was your life?
how was your exam at school>?
how was your school life?
ur family leh?
SAD?
HAppy.?
haizzz

sunday

Haizz..
one MOre Week yAO pass le..
exam is coming..
scary..
today..
dont know what happen..=.=
forget liao..
suan la..

o ya..
when to jusco.
watch movie...
叶文2
wow!!!!
nice movie..
i like it...




but go when wan to go church late already...
all scold me..
should be 4.30 start..
i 6.00 only go..
play ball..
haizz
sry SRY SRY
no NXT TIME!!!!!



erm..
how was u today...
u didnt find me le..
even that i find u..
u also look like dont wan sms me..
seldom find me le..
i very miss u o..
but suan la..
it is not important...
u didnt find me also nvm lar..
haizzz...
i am not very important also..
the important things is...





u happy jao OK le...

Friday!!!

OPsssss..
today~.~
at school damm boring..
than i jao ponteng lo..=.=
ponteng class go PJ~
dont angry plz
dont scold me plz


that biology teacher ==
saw dao class very less ppl
first ppl that he think dao de is me..
stand up and say"WHERE IS LEE QI FENG???"
than all those very cleaver de students say:
"PONTENG!!!!!!!!"
come on..
cant say go toilet meh =.=
borang kawalan..
ponteng name list
first ppl is
lee qi feng=.=
sei lo
dont know monday teacher will call me go out anot =.=





anyway..
add oil ar..
dont so fast jao say cant ar..
u can do it...gambateh ar..
bubu..
become a singer is your dream right??
u can de..
i will hlp u pray=)
sing the song that the most u like de lar..
the important things is..
dont scare ar...
smile=)

just nw when sleeping dream dao u o
about that u a go and attent the singing competition..
i also got go..
i saw dao u..
but i dont know wan to talk what with u..
jao straight away go le..
and i dream dao u become a singer le..
gambateh ar..
but i scare when u become a singer..
u jao forget jor me..
didnt sms me le...
nvm lar..
anyway
i will always stand on your side..
GAMBATEH BUBU!!!!
miss u...

thursday

yesterday very sorry..
cause didnt type blog..
cant go in to internet also
my sister yao dont let me play computer=.=
very sorry ar..


today football competition..
final..
haizz also lose de la
3>2 in one more jao draw de lo..
haizz just can get second place..
sdo disappointed..
my school life look like very normal..
nothings also..
this few day very hot..
wan sleep also cant..
but like that jao good lo ..
can listen to teacher..



erm...
how are u today.....?
today seldom sms with u..
very sorry..
but u also didnt find me..
i think i am not very important also..
haizz
how are u today..?
happy mah?
at school how...?
exam lo...
dont be lazy ar..
must add oil ar...
your birthday is coming lo..
dont know how to hlp u celebrate..
now i still can give u what??
dont know...
i just keep on make u sad..
i what also cant give u...
i am useless...
hope u happy today..
tomorrow i got vollyball training ar..
competition is coming le..
u too must add oil in your exam ar...

TueSdAy....

ErM...
t0daY...
VollybaLL cOmpeTiTioN is COmiNG..
aLL mINe friend aLso wan Me tO dO CapTaiN..
Guys..
I cAnT laR...
DoNT cAll mE lar..

Sry aR..
I reAlly dONt knOW Go whEre tO See U aSK me De meSSagE..
I dONt knOW go WherE t0 fInd..
VerY Sry..
CarE?
EvEry DaY i aLSo vErY wORRy aBouT u..
U dONt belieVE aLSo NeveRminD lAr...
cAusE 我都已经习惯了..
EvEn tHAt mANy pRoblem BetWeeN uS..
YouR friENd DonT lIkE mE?
Our DiStaNd...?
i DonT knOW..
But i AlwAys aLso wAitinG u...


very miss u..
Many things that because of me..
make u didnt believe me...
is my fault..
u can dont wan forgive me..
cause i also dont believe myself..
i also very hate myself..
just sorry this world i can give you..
i am so useless..
i am very useless..
i pRomise u before,
that i will let u happy..
为什么现在是我hurt back u...
SrY...




just now u suddenly sms me...
i Really happy..
but....
but it just a wrong message....
but i really happy...
i suddenly fell very scare..
dont know wan to reply u anot..
i very scare to sms u..
cause i scare myself will hurt dao u..
today how....?
happy mAh....?
MusT aDD oIl iN your Text ar.........

monday..

today is monday...
football competition..
lose le...
give ppl kick dao leg...
very pain..
today dont knw why keep on thinking about u..
very sorry..
i still can forgive myself.
why wan to hurt u..
i very hate myself...



hw are u today?
happy mah...
got study?
got concentrate in your study mah..
when school got lazy mah?
must work hard ar..
must happy ar..
if feel very boring or very lonely,
must find some ppl and chat ar...
me also can de..
but i think u also dont wan find me le...
nvm lar...
i also very hate myself..:)
be happy ar..MisS u..

soRrY....

我想了很久..
才想打这封对不起的信息..
很怕你不会原谅我..
不。。
应该是说..
不应该原谅我..
昨天..
玩玩电脑..
不小心开到了这里..
我真的是一个很烂的人..
不因该爱你..
不，是没有资格爱你..
对不起...
你生气我是应该的..
你不找我是应该的..
我没有勇气面对你...
一个让你伤心难过..
真真自私的人,
是我.....
对不起....
我没有勇气
sms跟你说对不起..
我......
如果你看到这个的话..
我不知道你会不会原谅我..
但...
我只希望你会获得开开心心的每一天....

0422

昨天你找我，那天我心情很不好，你突然的一句话，给我感觉我还存在我还没有死。


那一天，突然，你对我说我对你不公平，说我骗你，你...有考虑过我的感受吗=)

那时我突然想起你之前对我说过类似的东西，你说：“我恨你”...这两天，你冲动之下跟我说的东西，你有考虑过对方的感受吗?就算这两天你可能真的很生气，但是人在什么情况之下都必须要冷静思考问题。或许你认为我是那种女人所以不会有任何感受，但是你错了。


很多感受不能告诉你是因为我害怕历史重演，我怕我会再次伤害你，难道我处处顾虑一切是错的吗？那种失落跟伤心不是只有你会有的。


爱情很重要吗？为什么要那么执著？你一次又一次说那些中伤我的话，如果你觉得这样会舒服一点你就继续吧，你要把我当成那种玩弄感情的废材也没有关系，我没有权力控制你的思想。但是我真心希望你对待爱情对待女朋友可以认真，我不希望在我朋友里面出现玩弄感情的人。或许你不把我当朋友...但是请你想清楚，不要故意制造受害者。


玩弄感情的人，最后只是自己受伤。就算你不再相信爱情，也请你尊重并认真对待爱情.


伤了那么多次失望了那么多次...以后，我不会再找你，不会再烦你，不会再打扰你，对不起。希望你过得开心。


或许你不会看到这个，因为可能你不会在上来了


再见.

moody or what...?

today? Morning jao wake up le...very miss u o...but u got miss me mah? Very tired ar...after school..i very happy that u find me after school...the feel have come back already..i thought it has gone...i think i sick le...very moody ar..why u keep on find me today? Why u don't know i very moody a? I also say like that to u le.....suan ba..no ppl will liao jie wo

day with friend...

today? Very tired o..when morning jao go out with friend..play badminton..all also play dao mad le..can become kinta badminton player le..=.= after that...we went to our friend house and take bath..after that we go jusco and watch clas of the titan! A nice show:-) about 5 o'clock that my family and i go to eat sushi with jun hao family== eat dao very full..my stomach also can break le...wan to vomit liao'==↲whole day le..how r u? Today how? Still happy mah? Must be happy ar..if u feel very tong ku nid some buddy to help..u can find me de ar...i didn't give up yet ar..even that u have gave up.....i am still waiting u...

sport day

yesterday didnt write blog..too tired le.so sleep le..yesterdah go see sze suan de grandfather..haizz..all also didn't go..just me only...hope she won't so sad..be happy a:-)...today is our school sport day...about 200ppl attent on this running competition..including me also...i get 29in all those ppl..very tired..than i walk to my church with my friend..so tired..nid to go bk to schoo.cause got things to do...but i still wan go church just because of wana see sze suan..and an wei her..but i didnt saw dao her...whn i go into my friend car,sze suan just reach church only..when reach home..just sleep only..very tired..



Hw was your exam today...today i keep on hear dao kiss the rain this song..my friend de ringtone...suddenly very miss u..what r u doing nw?happying? Or sad? Still cant forget u...very happy that my ex gf have a bf nw..hope they will happy...but i am alone...

the day of moody...

today is 情人节…but whole day i look like didn't chat with any ppl like that...hais...at schol give techer scold when go back home give mother scold..hais...no buddy find me...so boring...today i suddenly think dao u...very miss u...hais...nothing to say today also...but before that..many things i also wan to tell u...but not today..hais..nite..

my new life

today is 13 of april....14 of april is coming soon:)today a? Today still ok lo...whole day alsl didnt study....but just singing with my friend..he keep on call me sing a song..dont know why ?== coming this saturday..my school having a voice text..my teacher also call me go and attent the text o=.=''' finally.today i have finish my journey..after school...i didn't go for tution..cause voice of sam tet got meeting...hais..very tired..when i reach home...i saw my bed than i quickly lay down on my bed and sleep already..when i wake up..i very confuse tat where am i now? Is that morning already? Why no buddy at home? Why i can sleep untill so late==, lucky it just 9pm at the night..but this lucky changes jor my whole night! Now i can't sleep! Today morning ..my friend go and draw u and me...cause they all saw my facebook picture:)so nice...time pass so fast..very fast..the end of the april will coming soon..:-)very fast i jao go australla with my family...hope that i can see dao u...very miss u...

i come back le.....

long time didn't open this acc le...
i didn't think it before that i will come back here and writing my story...
today u suddenly find me...i very happy o...this feeling..come back le...
I thought u didn't see le...u got see my blog?everyday?very happy...but i don't know how to tell u my feeling...when i open blog..i thought i forget jor password....but when i open it..i suddenly remember my password le...remember what is 'our' password....?原来我一直都没有忘记…不应该是说我一直都忘不了你…

没有林雨涵的第16天..

最近都很累..
不知道为什么..
一直都好像睡不够那样..
很累..
不知道要怎么办..







快要考试了..
明天过后就考试了..
很多人都为我加油..
但我都好像没有感觉那样...
不知道考试那么努力来做么..
我...
我真的很无助..
很需要一个,
爱我的人..
可以让我奋斗努力的人..
但在哪里呢.?
你特地那样说的吧？
我都不知道要怎样了..

没有林雨涵的第15天。。

15天了..
对你的思念，
好像有加深了..



今天很累。。
昨天睡不着..
接近2点多才睡到觉..
今天早上6点多醒..
今天是hari sukan...
每一年..
朋友们都会看到我在草场上比赛。。
但这一年..
我只能看我朋友比..
我自己却不能比..
大概3点多..
就跑去k-box唱 k
朋友请呢..
唱了很多首歌..
不能说的秘密..
独家记忆..
晴天..
安静..
你不在..
还有很多呢..
过后。。
和我朋友去踢球..
脚受伤了..
但痛不痛..
都好像没有感觉了呢..
真的.。
刚刚,
我又忍不住看回我们以前的那些信息。。
真得很怀念呢..
还记得当我从sitiawan回我家的时候吗？
你send给我的那封信息..
那时我那么多份信息中..
最让我开心的一封..

没有林雨涵的第13和14天..

昨天打不到blog。。
因为在昨天的时候..
当我在pj时..
我们的球被被人踢了出学校..
我为了要出去拿球。。
便把出门外..
当我正在爬时..
被铁丝插到手。。
好痛..
写不到字..
所以昨天就没有写blog了..
明天hari sukan。。
很闷..
我又没有参加什么..
不如不要去..







我不想要你不开心..
我很希望你会开心..
是你教我的..
要快乐得面对每一天的..
这个心..
其实是以前,
有个人送给我的..
是一个链..
但拦了..
这就像我对你的爱..
它本来是一个很完美的心..
但他一跌过一次了..
虽然他还是一个心。。
但已有裂痕了..
已经不是完整的心乐..

没有林雨涵的第12天..

对不起..
我不想骗你.。
其实我很希望做地球。。
希望你能一直围绕着我..
但我很不幸的。。
我不是地球..
但我会等..
等到你放弃月亮的身份..
我不希望放弃你..
我会用等的。。
来证明..

没有林雨涵的第11天

快要到考试的日子了...
有少少的怕..
又很担心..
不知道应该怎么办..
老师今天对我们说..
当考完试后.
老师会选那些成绩很差的人..
进回art class o..
要加紧努力了..
今天的月亮很美哦..
但晚上的月亮跟现在的月亮很不同..
它现在是被黑云挡住了..
但他的光和样子都还看得见...
很特别..
它拥有一种谈谈的感觉
很喜欢这样的月亮..
很希望你能陪我一起看..
这么美的月亮..
也很希望你能够陪我看..

没有林雨涵的第10天

今天很闷哦。。
很累..
昨天睡不好..
很迟才睡..
不知道为什么。。
可能很想念你..
算了吧..
就算想念你..
你也可能已经快要忘记我了。。
今天跟你聊了一下..
感觉好像回来了..
很开心..
很希望每天能这样..
跟你sms。。
因为我不想失去这种感觉..
曾经我牵着你的手..
曾经你睡在我的怀抱中..
曾经你对我说的承若..
曾经你对我说的..
我爱你..
但这些都也能这是曾经..

没有林雨涵的第9天

今天过得还好吗？
快乐吗？
玩得开心吗？
有没有忘了我啊？
看你没有sms我..
我看有50%肯定是忘了我吧？
算了吧..
反正你也不会想着我的把..






今天很累啊..
很希望你会sms给我..
问问我有没有去教会..
但你也是没有..
所以我只好sms你了..
我不是不开心..
但也不是很开心.
但我希望你永永远远都那么开心..
在教会的时候很闷..
突然很羡慕景宾..
一阵天在那儿sms。。
跟他的dear sms。。
以前,
我和他每天都在那儿sms。。
都被老师骂..
现在只有他得分没有我的..
haizz
很想念你..

没有林雨涵的第8天..

第8天了..
已经第8了..
都不知道日子要怎样过下去..
我不知道..
要用什么表情来面对。。
来临的那么多天..




今天..
早早被朋友叫去libary读书..
到了library的时候..
就只有我一个人..
静静的..
很孤单..




到了2点多才回..
很累..
睡了一下..
胃又痛了..
很痛苦..
如果自己想对他说的话..
传不到给想要让她知道的那个人知道..
那说出来..
又有什么以意义呢..
如果你只有剩下一天的生命..
你会用它来做么呢。。？

没有林雨涵的第7天

今天放假一天..
不遮道怎样形容我的感觉..
这种感觉不知道怎样说..




今天约了朋友一起出去玩..
因为我的一个朋友生日..
要出去帮她庆祝生日..
用了我50多块..
破产了。。



今天玩到很累..
玩到6点多才回..
晚上还有补习..
刚刚跟你聊了一下..
真的很开心..
因为你还会鼓励我..
你的鼓励真的帮到我很多..
比起其它的..
妈妈的..
爸爸的..
都不够你的来得好..

没有淋雨涵的第6天..

今天很累..
但我却没有在学校睡觉..
因为不想输给班上的朋友..
所以一直在读书..
考试快到了..
不知道应该怎样嘎..
很希望你能够鼓励我一下..
帮助我一下..
关心我一下..






突然很想你..
你会在哪里呢?
在玩么？
在读书么？
在睡觉么？
过得快乐后委屈呢？
没有我...你会不会过得快乐点呢？
最怕空气突然安静..
最怕..
朋友突然的关心..
这样会让我觉得你可能出了什么事..
我希望你不会跟其他人说..
你不再爱我了..
和我现在只是朋友..
因为我想当我做了什么对不起你的事时..
他们会用你来提醒我..
我很想这样..
因为我不想忘记你...

没有林雨涵的第5天..

昨天终于下雨了..
很久没有看到下雨了..
也很久没有这种感觉了..
很怀念..
以前的我很讨厌下雨..
因为当下雨的时候..
哪里都不能去..
不能去打球,
也不能做其它的东西..
但现在不同了,
现在的我觉得下雨很爽了..
我跑了出去林雨..
第一次的晚上跑去淋雨..
很冷不好受..
下雨了..
终于下雨了..
很久没有这种感觉了..
我现在很喜欢下雨了..
因为站在雨中..
但难过,
伤心，
流泪的时候..
都不会有人看到..




今天早上起来又胃痛了..
不知道我会怎样..
你其实有没有再看我的bl0g呢？
有没有再看我写的blog?
如果我得了重病了..
你会不会跑来我这里看看我..?

没有林雨涵的第4天..

昨天又失眠..
我又跑去喝酒了..
一边看我们以前的信息..
一边喝酒..
很希望能够睡到..
到了最后3点多才睡..
sms给你你又睡了..
我想了很久才提起勇气sms你..
但是你就是睡了..
很闷很孤单..






今天早上起来..
胃又开始痛了..
今天还算是精神..
因为早上跟你聊了一下..
就那一下..
就那几封信息。。
但比之前没跟你聊的时候，
来得好..
真的很开心..





今天有很多校队来我们学校比赛..
我也有份..
打排球..
本来不想打得..
因为没有心情..
但教练说不行。。
所以就打了..
还好是赢了。。
全部人都很开心..
但我却一点都不开心..
因为我失去了一个
在我生命中刚刚出现的人,
很重要的人..
那就是..
你....

没有林雨涵的第3天

今天很怕上学..
有种不想上学的感觉..
很怕很怕..
怎么办？
很希望你会sms来鼓励我..
说声加油,
让我可以由精神去上学。。
但你最后还是没有sms我..
很难表达我得出我这种无助的感觉..
迟到了..
第一次迟到去学校,
7.30才起身..
因为没有了你的早安,
就不想起身了..
想睡下去..
也不想上学了,
但这是不可能的..
一定要上学..




到了学校..
没有了平常的那种感觉..
笑也没有笑得那么自然了..
笑得很勉强,就不要笑了..
以前就只是想留在学校里..
因为学校是唯一能让我开心的地方..
很想留在学校里不回家,
但现在不同了..
不想呆在学校里,吃稍稍也不想..
很想快点回家..
在等待的时间里，
时间过得真的很慢..
真的很慢...



放学了..
回到家就只能睡觉..
晚上等补习..
补完习了..
你还是没有sms我。。
很失望,
没有心情了..




昨晚失眠了..
怎样睡也睡不着..
很难过....
跑去喝酒了。。
自己一个人,
望着手上的电话..
看着你之前跟我sms的信息..
真的很快乐..
很想回到去以前..
你还记得吗？
我们以前的那种开心的回忆？
你send给我的信息,
我一封都没有delete到..
很难过,
我终于明白为什么，
为什么当大人伤心或难过的时候会喝酒..
我终于明白了..

没有淋雨寒的第2天...

今天早上起来,
就有一种感觉..
很想sms你..
但我还是没有做到...
因为我不想吵醒在睡觉中的你..
我又回到了这种孤单的感觉..
很怕很想哭,但哭不出来..
因为我知道你不想我难过,
不想要我不开心..
所以,我都尽量的不让自己想起你..
但这都不可能..
因为当我每次拿起电话时。。
我都会想起你...
很希望你能够找我,
能够关心我。
我知道你不喜欢找人..
但最少一句早安也可以吧？..
我知道这是不可能...
因为我不是你的睡,
只能是朋友。。




昨天当你sms给我时..
我不像reply你的..
因为我之前的女朋友,
当他们对我说分手后..
我都会很恨她..
永永远远都不想睬她..
但你是特别的。。
因为我一直都爱着你。。




早上起来..
胃很痛..
不知道是不是昨天打伤了..?
我也不知道..



明天就要上学了..
很怕很不想上学..
因为少了你..
少了要努力读书地目标..
没有了你，
我不知道要读书来做么..
你还记得你对我说的话吗？
要努力去读书啊..
考好成绩然后养你的阿..
但为什么你现在要放弃呢..?
为什么..
没有了你我找不到要努力下去的原因了..
真的很希望你每天早上都对我说..
为了我为了自己努力和加油！
读书要靠到很好的成绩..
但都不可能了。。

没有林雨寒的第一天..

又回到了这里。。
最怕的事情还是发生了。。
最不想要发生的事情还是发生了。。
一直的去做到最好,但到了最后,还是一样..

昨天当你对我说时,
我不知道应该要有什么反应..
刚好朋友全都在我的家,
我只能笑着去对他们.
眼睛很酸。
突然跑去喝酒..
一直喝一直喝，喝到脸很红很想呕。
但又呕不出..
这种感觉很痛苦，很辛苦。
这种感觉又回来了..
之前也有一次有过这样的感觉,
因为很伤心,
很难过。
但现在再伤心再难过也不够现在那么伤心..
到了最后我好像呕了,
因为我一直打自己的胃。
很希望能够呕出来
最后也是呕了..
但我好像又呕出血来..
记不清楚了。。
但这样更好,
很想死。。
昨天但你对我说时..很想去自杀,
死了什么也不用想了
不用再流泪
也不用在难过和伤心..



2点多了，等了那么久。。
刚刚妈妈叫我陪他出去走走去拜年..
我没有回答她，
他就这样不问也不多说,
就走了。
到了最后,我还是自己一个人。。
很孤单,很怕这种感觉..
突然想起你,眼泪又慢慢的从眼睛流了出来。
有人说男人流血不流泪..
但我可以为了你,流血又流泪。。

朋友的第十九和二十。。

对不起。。

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我只想对你说..

对不起。

但我真得忍不到了。。

就跟你说了。

我也想不到你会这样...

对不起。。

但你可以改吗？

我真的很希望你会改...

但我想你都不会理我说什么的..

。

。

。

。

。

今天很想你...

但你却不找我...

想找你。。

但你说了电话没钱..

找不到要找你的理由。。

看着电话。

找不到要sms的对象。。

因为在我脑海里..

都只有你..

对不起。。

我爱你。。

朋友的第十八天...

到底是什么秘密阿？

-----------------------------

什么秘密阿。。？

告诉我啦....

朋友的第十六和七。。

我的决定。。

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我决定了。。

不会再有以后了...

今天的心情很差。。

还是没有变....

我们一定要为了明天而奋斗..

加油。。

朋友的第十五天...

眼泪又...

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你再忙么？

还是..你已经觉得不像要跟我聊了？

今天，连聊一句都没有。。

救命啊...

我的头很痛..

我不是不想找你。。

是因为我找你的时候，

只有哦，在做么。就这两句罢了。

我很最讨厌就是这句话..

但不说这句，又没有理由找你。。

从早上一直到现在..

我一直很期待你会sms给我……

每次电话一响，就很希望哪个人是你。

但很失望，没有一个是你..

还以为你发生了什么事情。

但这都只能是想，或以为。。

我的心很痛，

头很痛，

呼吸很困难。。

眼泪从眼睛里，一滴一滴的留出来。

我控制不了。

很想你，但却看不到你。。

很想跟你聊天，却等不到你的信息。

我很辛苦，很痛苦。

有谁可以告诉我因该怎么办？

我以经习惯了。

一天没有你的问候。

一天没有你的笑声。

一天没有你的早安。

一天没有你的晚安。

一天没有你的信息。

我会死....

我是不是得了很严重的病啊？

我觉得我好像没有得救了...

昨天跟今天..

我等你。

一直得再等你。。

我在那儿读书...

为了使要让我不要想到你，专心。。

但不可以。

脑里，很乱，很想见到你。。

真得很想见到你。

写到这里..

眼泪又从眼里满满的留了出来。

为什么会这样？？

我是男生，为什么还是会那么容易掉眼泪的人呢？

还是像以前那样吗？

你知道为什么我会每天都睡觉吗？

因为睡觉可以让时间过得快一点..

让我可以不用想你。

有时也很希望能梦到你。

还记得有一次，

我睡在你的腿前。。

真得很舒服。

但这些都只能是过去..

全都不能再回来了。。

朋友的第十四天..

你在忙么..?

----------------'

.你在忙么？

.真的在忙么？

.就算忙..简单的一句问候总可以吧？

.原本有很多的东西想问你..

.不过还是算了。。

.当我没说过什么吧..

.

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.

今天好像一阵天都给爸爸或妈妈骂。

都不知道什么....

今天真的可以说是。。

算了，没什么要说的.

不想做朋友。

但我觉得还是....

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下雨了。。

为什么我每天有留在学校的时候

都会下雨呢？

心中有很多东西想问你。。

算了..

很无奈。。

问什么人家却可以那么幸福？

我真的很羡慕。。。

真的...

真的。。。

朋友的第十二和十三天。。

时间过得很慢但其实是很快一下

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今天？

每天都是今天这句来开头。。

闷了。

考试越来越近了....

如果哪5课里三科不及格就要回account class liao==

可能这次真的要回去了。。

很烦。。

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原本想跟他做好朋友的..

我都以尽量做到最好了。

但他的动作和行为让我真的不想跟他做朋友=.=

没有听到可不可以不要那么多管闲事？

彼此之间都还想没有了信任..

算了。

今天很烦

不想打那么多了

就这样。。。

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♥不是我不要你了解我...

因为我不想你知道我几时不开心..

♥ 不是我不找你....

因为我怕当我找你的时候，打扰到你坐东西..

♥ 不是我不想跟你聊....

因为我真的找不到要找你的理由，因为我们只是朋友。。

♥ 也不是我不想了解你...

因为我怕当我以了解你时，会....

你真的不用那么爱我...

因为我怕我会吃醋..

你不用学怎样爱我。。

因为有我爱你已经够了。。

我只有一句话想对你说..

♥ 我爱你♥

♥ 给你的话

♥ 像启浩说的...我们没有以后?

♥ 之前真得很对不起，因为对你很冷...我只是不想陷得太深...当想念一个人又不能见面的时候，会很严重影响我所有东西..。可是后来觉得太过分了...所以我改...

♥ 有的时候你说你等我信息...真得很对不起，所以我试着有时间我就找你，但是很多时候...可能你原本就是没有什么话题的人，可是你都叫我慢慢啦，去忙我的东西... ...如果是我的话，我会希望对方告诉我没有关系，可以聊...。我不知道你是不是也是这样啦...但是你这样说我也没有办法咯...

♥ 很诚实的，事实上我真得不了解你，你也不了解我... ...我不知道你想要得是什么，你也不知道我想要的。我不会故意要别人懂我了解我...那些我都不介意，因为就算是莲也只了解真正的我的一半而已... ...但是通常，很多人都会希望自己另一半会了解自己，所以我不知道你是不是... ...我不会去故意了解一个人，我希望她是顺其自然的，但是你不一样...。我不知道你是不是觉得我应该要了解你... ...

♥ 刚才因为一个人...就只是很简单的一个人...看得出来你不爽了。刚开始我会告诉我自己说你就是这样...。我已经知道你接下来的反应，但是... ...如果只是小小的一个人的简单的一句话就能弄到我们这样... ...我不知道以后会怎样咯。我只是想证实他说的东西... ...粗口，谁没有讲过... ...每天都听到甚至每天都会有一句的东西.. ...可能你真的没有说，但是也不用那么大反应吧... ...

♥ 我真的不知道我应该怎样...我能怎样？对不起... ...

♥ 我爱你 但是我不知道应该怎样爱你_

♥ Na Ni Ai W0 Ma... ... ...?

DoLpHiN.//

朋友的第十一天。。

很累

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今天好累==

在学校，如果没有记错的话就只是笑咯~

老师也拿我们没有办法了。

哈哈...

算了吧，都不知道考试的时候该怎么办呢==

今天做那个add maths..

坐到我头很痛。。

我朋友都说我的头很红~

怎么办？

有时候觉得留在学校更好。

能跟朋友一起上课，一起笑，一起玩。

真的想永远在学校不要回家^.^

但如果你在就好了。。

可以无时无刻看到你...

不用担心你，或在想你今天过得怎样？

还开心吗？

有被别人欺负吗？

有不听话吗？

有不喝水吗？

有没有人陪你去补习呢？

你会不会孤单呢？

你会不会读不到书想找人来陪呢？

有什么功课不会的吗？

你有没有在想我呢？

你有什么不开心的事吗？

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哈哈，

很多语问句==

还有很多阿...

每天上课的时候，我也会想想你在做么的啊。。

真的很希望能每天都看到你..

一次也好拉。。

朋友的第九和十天

故事

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从前有一个人他的名字叫奇峰。。

有一天，他在路上捡到一只受伤的银鸟。

银鸟全身抱着闪闪发光的银色羽毛。

他很欢喜，于是把银鸟带回家体银鸟疗伤。

邻居看到他的银鸟，便告诉他说看过金鸟。

金鸟比银鸟漂亮上千倍。

从此他就职时每天想着金鸟....

一天，当奇峰坐在门外望着金黄的日落。

此时，金鸟的伤已经康复了，准备要离开。。

奇峰望着银鸟说：

“你的羽毛虽然很漂亮，但比不上金鸟的美丽。”

然后银鸟再奇峰身边绕了三圈才向着日落飞去。

奇峰望着银鸟，

突然发现银鸟在太阳的照射下变成了美丽的金鸟。

原来梦寐以求的金鸟就在那里，

只是金鸟已经飞走了，再也不回来了。。

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你现在的另一半可能不过帅，

不过美，

不过高，

不过有钱，

不够时间陪你，

还达不到你心里的完美的男人或女人标准。

但，人常常不知不觉中成了那个人。。自己却不知道。。

不知道原来....金鸟就在自己的身边。。

朋友的第八天.....

等你的时间为什么总是过得特别慢呢？

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今天？

很多说不出来的感觉。。

今天起身，脚动不了。。

吓死我，还以为我会没有脚了==

脚真的很痛...

你的安慰好像一点用都没有

没有感觉了，如果不是真心的。

拜托，就不要一只说对不起。

我都听闷了。。

要的时候不说，不要你说你偏偏是说。

刚刚我好像吃醋了...

不想看了，以前还以为看了会开心点。

现在看了=生气+吃醋

闷了。

会有未来么？

57love1225

真的吗？

57真的love1225吗？

1225真的love57吗？

没人知道。只有自己才会知道。。。

朋友的第五第六跟第七天....

闷+累=？

前天跟昨天。。

前天的时候好像没什么东西发生...

好像一直都在睡眠中==

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昨天就惨了。。

PJ?

第一次！第一次打球给人家打到！

而且还是一拳在下巴哪儿。。

痛到差一点流出眼泪来..

嘴巴根本开不到。。

吃不到东西，和很难说话。

但这些都不重要....

真真的痛是痛在.....

。你。。我还以为你会安慰我一下的。。

。一下也可以吧...?

。我们昨天都没什么聊。。

。真的很失望。。

。等你的时间真的过得很慢....

。我只能在哪儿慢慢的等时间过。。

。嘴巴真的很痛，但都不比这些痛。。

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今天早上起身...

一爬起来，发现自己的脚根本动不到==

很痛。。

但我还是第一时间跑去看我的电话。。

但很失望。。

一封信息也没有...

算了过后才发现原来我的大腿受伤了..

下不了楼体。。

很痛==

上学的时候跟惨~

原来不止是我一个罢了..

很多人也一样...

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刚刚从补习回家..

突然车没电了！！

够力！！

叫我妈妈停在旁边不要

他还要走！

开心咯？车停在马路中间了！

但这次不知道做么。。。我这次一直骂我的妈妈

我从来都没有那样过..是不是因为你呢..?

真的觉得很惭愧。。

算了。

想那么多也没用

读书也没有心情了。

死定了。。

一定追不上了...

朋友的第四天。。。

化为乌有了。。

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今天不知道做么。。

很累==

一大早起来

也是一样的等待。。

是不是因为你看到了我些什么，

你才说的呢。。。？

不知道~

只能说，应该是很开心才对的。。

怎么好像没有什么feelingz那样的/////

我是不是还在梦中呢。。？

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在学校==

口不知道怎么了。。

只会唱歌~.~

全部人都说今天我们的林峰大哥吃错药了==

最惨的是。。

我隔壁的朋友哭了~.~

不知道为什么。。

他的情况也跟我一样的leh..

他的爱人也在很远的地方...

他的在genting-.-

我的？在KL....

很想念她。。

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今天补习ing...

每人载我回==

自己走路回家....

很远下~

到了我妈妈的店。。

也不算很多人啦，但没地方坐

只好站着。。

每人载我回，本来打算自己走路回家的。

但下雨了==

连老天爷也不给我回家~.~

只能说倒霉。。

突然舅舅打电话类问我要不要他载我回哦。

开心到我啊！

如果舅舅是我的哥哥就好了.....

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很闷。。

时间好像停着了。。

时间？希望它一直走到让我遇见她才停可以吗？

很想要每天一起身就可以看见你..

听到你对我温柔的说.....

"dear,早安。。"

朋友的第三天。。

有一天了。。
想想看今天好像没有什么特别。。
睡觉起来，去学校，回到家睡午觉，等补习。
不算累拉。。





今天，很想念他……
早上起来，一直等他的信息。
还是等不到。。
没有“早安”
所以在我的脑里，已经没有所谓的：早上或晚上了。
只有永远的睡觉=D
最后忍不住了。。
我send了一封很想你。。
但也是没什么聊，因为快要去学校了。。





下午爸爸买了我最喜欢吃的MCD给我。。
我每次吃的时候都会很开心的。。
而且妈妈会陪我一起吃的。。
但这次不知道为什么，我吃的东西。
好像没有味道的。。
好像跟没有吃没什么特别。。
是不是因为少了某某人跟我聊呢？
不知道。。





今天天气很好，没有下雨。
但很晒。。
是不是因为没有下雨
所以才没有名字有“雨”的人找我吗？
算了吧。。
我还是去睡觉算了吧。。
晚安。。

朋友的第二天。。

朋友吗...?

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又一天了。。

今天一样的。。

不想起身，但也不行。。

被一个很熟悉的声音吵醒。。

“我妹妹。。”

一样的，还是没有一封信息出现在我的电话。

平常，会很想快点起来。

看看自己的电话。。

因为不想要迟迟回她。。

现在呢？

起身的时候不用看电话了。。

因为100%没有信息的。。

去教会了，真的，真的。

很不想去。。

我在哪儿想。。不如留在家里睡觉跟好？

当然不可以啦。-.-

本来想send一封“早安”给她的。。

还是算了吧。。怕吵醒她……

到了教会。很期待你会sms我的。。

还是算了吧，一定不会的啦。

过了很久。才有一封信息来。

本来应该很开心的。。

但怎样也开心不到。。

为什么呢？

突然你这样子说……

吓倒我很够力以下。。

连打bongo的时候，都放错位子了。。

越来越noob了。。

又下雨了。。

家里有停电了。。

熟悉的地方，情况，声音又回来了。。

我又到了这个时间。。

很孤单。。

很痛苦。。

朋友的第一天。。。

我可以认识你吗?==

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今天很废。

为什么这么说呢?

今天又上学，又累，很难形容这种心情

很不习惯。。没有你的“早安”

到了学校，只能是睡觉。

今天一整天都在睡觉。

真想永远的在睡觉中。

因为只有在睡觉中，才能梦到那些不可能发生的事情。

但很不辛的，被一封信息吵醒了。

被吵醒的时候。已经是接近放学的时间了

不想再睡了。。

放学后？

一个字：“玩！”

没心情读书。

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下雨了。。

很孤单的感觉。

没有你的信息。

没有你的笑声。

什么都没有。

自能听见雨声一滴一滴下的声音。

突然想起你了。

我想你的时候，你也会不会再想我呢？

应该不会吧？

你都说到那么清楚了。。

我还能说什么呢？

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停电了。。

很讨厌再没人的房间里。。

没有光，看出窗外的时候。没有一间屋子有光

电话？没有人找我。。

第一次感觉到那么孤单。

第一次那么怕。。

我找不到其他的理由来跟其他人sms

跟找不到人sms。。

因为我以经失去了要按电话的意义了。。

你会再做么呢？

真得很想永永远远的睡下去。。不要起来。

永远。。

永远。。。

今天超开心的

今天超开心的
开心到一整天玩电脑根本不可以可以读书
破完纪录了==
我又要变回以前的我了吗。。

对不起。。

对不起。。

-----sorry-----

今天不知道为什么。。

完全不可以专心==

是不是因为那个梦呢？

是不是因为那件事呢。。

不知道。

真的真的很对不起>.<

我误会了。

先先我还以为你骗我的。。

但我一直问你，你又说到让我误会了。

你刚刚是这样说的：

“昨天有人向我告白，怎么办？”

我问你是谁？
你说：“一个人咯”

然后我问你：

“那你说什么？？”

你说了：

“接受咯==”

我就很激动了。。

然后。。

算了，真的是一个很大的误会。。

就因为这个误会，然我们都。。。

算了。

我第一次对女孩子说这句话。。

我真的真的很后悔。。

因为我爱你。。

所以我才说了出来……

因为你的一句“接受咯”，我才那么激动。

我还以为你接受了他。

当时我真的很怕很伤心。再补习里

真的很想不补，包出去，上课也没心情。

所以我今天学到的东西是“0”

真的很对不起，我知道我以经伤了你的心。。

很对不起。

我唯一只能对你说对不起。。

我们之间的距离。。

有一天了+.+
今天超累的==
读到我头都痛了。。Argh!!!
Add math, Chemistry, Physics, biology==
死啦，chapter 2 背到我头都大了T.T





昨天，突然打电话给我==
说在你的sai l0u的家，吓倒我，真得很想飞过去然后找你。
哪怕看到你一眼也好。。。
傻傻的==



今天一定很累了吧?
那么早就睡觉〉.〈
没关系拉^.^
累了就睡啦。。
最近是不是很忙呢？
我们好像没什么聊了。。。
很讨厌那种感觉。。
很怕真的有一天那事情会发生=='''

但为什么你还是不相信我呢？

我不喜欢跟不信任我的人做朋友

我要得到全部朋友的认同。。

为什么？你可以告诉我吗？

你要怎样才可以相信我？

HaHAs^_^

今天很开心啦！！
本来没什么特别的。
她又不开心那样==
不知道怎么办~.~

但去到学校的时候
校长突然又见我==
刚刚开次有点怕，是不是我又做错东西？
原来。。。。。。。。。
我可以进sains class了！！！！！！
很开心啊！！
梦寐以求的sains class a!!!!!
我要先谢谢我最重要的人物。
那就是主耶稣^.^
我不会辜负你的，我一定要做到最好给你看！
我是可以的^.^
和校长拉~
想不到你会给我一次机会
谢谢您！以前我不是很喜欢你的，现在我爱死你了啦！
也很谢谢蒙老师，送了我一本书。





这本书很好，很感谢^.^
记得我在里面读到了一个小说
里面是这样说的：
听说，
蓝海豚的像证代表着幸福。
幻想着蓝海豚的样子，
期待着蓝海豚的出现。
然而，
幸福在哪里呢？
很有意思的一本小说
那我的幸福会在哪里呢？
还是要看到蓝海豚，我的幸福才会出现呢？
可能我现在拥有着幸福，可能我没看见你也没看见吧？
不用紧拉，我不会怪你的^.^
希望你永远开开心心~
ಲವ್~~ 我爱你~~ಲವ್

我又。。

今天。
本来不想去教会的，但被妈妈逼。。

我不是想骗你的。。

到了教会？给我的好朋友，弄伤了我的手。很痛==

今天也没什么特别。。

晚上了。。

很累真得很累。

我给你弄到我不想sms了。

很想打给你，但你又跟莲聊天。

没办法，只好等。等到我都睡着了。你才sms来。

我又在一次骗你了。。对不起

跟你说电话。。

问你问题，只回答我：“不知道”“不懂”

很伤心。

我还以为世界上还有一个人会信任我，原来一切都不是真的

原来我在意的人，我喜欢的人，也不相信我。

难道我们之间只有：“噢” “不知道” “不懂”“什么”“没东西”

这些话题吗？

当我说完电话后，眼泪满满的从我的眼里流出来了。

原来之前我所说的话，全部都是假的。

不会在为了这些事情而难过是假的……

骗你-其实是想知道你是不是还关心我？

那时候，如果我妹妹说的是真的呢？

你的语气，会不会换了呢？如果真得可以。。我愿意由我的死来换。

我的眼泪，无法停下来。

我也只能让它一滴一滴的。。。。。。

只有这首歌能形容我现在的心情。。

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

CHORUS:

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然 安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

Question..

I just wana ask u one question

ni zhen de ai wo de ma...?

加油加油==

要加油了。。
为了我的未来为了我的前途==
就算在差的班也要努力了。
全部老师在班上都好像没有教书的，那么吵还可以教到书的==
很开心哪。今天终于可以上到课了
今天也是我没睡觉的一天


但也有伤心的事情咯
那就是在补习的时候那个老师==
看他好像很厉害那样，教到哪些国语我一点都不明白--
就是因为我不明白才伤心啦，补了两个小时只明白意思
好像浪费了。。害我回到家一直在那里读问老师==
问到我头都痛了



dear今天好像不开心>.<
当我看到你send给我的message的时候我也是没有心情读了 又有少少的伤心。
回都不回我message就睡觉了T.T
算啦，我知道你不开心。。
今天当我补习的时候，
竟然有人跟我穿一样的衣服== 全部人都看着我跟她。
她又座在我的隔壁哦。。
老师还以为我跟她是什么的关系~.~
虽然她是很美啦，但我只爱一个人罢了

那就是........................我的dear啦！！^_^


好了
我要睡了
对不起啊
昨天忘记说paiseh a -.-
我爱你！！x2 ^.^

i love u my dear ^.^

更烦.....

今天？

无聊又闷不知道该如何说出我现在的心情。。

烦?

i hate this world...

对不起？

far away from me plz..

开心点？

对我来说这个字在我心里以经消失了。

女朋友？

我不是早已经放下这个人了吗?

why now i fell like wan a gf wan a ppl who love me wan a ppl who care me...

喜欢？

i have give up on this feel already..i dont wan to try it agin..

爱？

please dont come near me..

普通朋友？

i hear this world many times already..

歌?

the song that i love..just only one..but i also very hate this song..

if u saw this will u delete it?i dont know..i really very love this song..

书?

当我的心里没有了爱的时候,就只有这东西可以help me..

过路人?

i scare this ppl..

陌生人?

担我没有了爱的时候..all ppl will become 陌生人

吃醋?

我不是早已进放弃了这个东西了吗?为什么又回来了?

关心?

我不想再做这件事了...

小孩子?

i hope that i always is just only a kid..what also no nid to think.no nid to carry about anything...

今天也没什么东西做..

只是跟我的dear聊天咯..

dear..today i very miss u..today i have a very weird de dream..i very hate this dream.and scare this dream.this dream is about that i wana break with u liao==

very weird right?

we all also havent start..

when i wake up firstly i nothing geh.

but after that i really scare..

i dont know what should i do..

the only things that i can do is sms with u hope that i will faster forget this things..

but cant..

刚刚我看了你的blog 过后..

我有一种说不出来的feeling..

我started to hate this ppl already..仁...

每次当你一说起他..我都会马上关上我的电脑然后跑出去外面大大声的喊.

我是不是疯了?

很想要现在死掉,忘掉一所有的东西..

dear i love u...

很烦。。

今天很烦啦。。

不知道为什么

是不是你不开心？

还是你有什么心事？？

今天很想念你哦。。。

去到学校也一直专心不到，连跟朋友聊天的心情也没有==

我很担心你，怕你不敢面对平。

但过后还是说了出来，也不错哦

今天我有守承诺哦

一整天都没有睡觉，累倒屁股那样==

回到家就跑去睡觉了。

睡到5点多才起==

破纪录了……

晚上了还以为你要去补习的，然后我便在家里读书。

怎知道。。算啦==

我不喜欢你一直为了那个人的东西而在哪儿烦

我不喜欢看到这样的‘林雨函’

也跟不喜欢你回我的信息只是好像很什么那样。。

不知为什么每次听到你一说到他的时候我都会很心痛。

我是不是在哪儿吃醋啊？。。

我也不知道啊就很烦啦

算啦

今天我就写到这里拉

没东西写了。。

晚安

我爱你。。

odo67。。