20/6

Do you know what is the hardest thing in our life?
Is you seeing the one who you love the most,
Love someone else.
And when you tell her that you had loved her so a long time,
She replied,
Sorry.
You are the one that in my past.
Not my future.


Sleepy.
Math.
I am ready.
You are not scary at all!
GO DIE bitch!!!
Spent whole day time in computer.
GG edi.
What should i do?
But at least I did do question for math tutorial.

Unfortunately can't watch man of steel with you.
So sad.
Still tot that this saturday date you go watch geh.
Hmmm, nvm la.
As long as you r happy with it.
I have no problem geh :)
Since you wanted to join your friends.
haha.
How was your day?
Sure very tired lo.
You this pig.
Call you sleep don't want.
Don't know what you want.
SO sorry.
Today injured my leg.
Hard to move.
Don't angry please :X
Weird. why today didn't rain?
But THX GOD.
If rain, you can't go and buy your dinner.
You this pig, if can't have your dinner,
Sure cry till die edi one. haha.
Alright. Gona sleep soon,
GOODNIGHT AND sweet dream :)

17/6

I’m sorry.
Future are for those people who willing to move on.
Those who step on the same place and not willing to move forward,
Doesn’t deserve to have a better future.

Well wonderful day with wonderful weather.
Spam most of the time in games.
And chat with you.
So suffer.
What also want to carry it by your-own.
Never think about me.
How should I help you if you not willing to share?
Hard to know what are you thinking.
Do you know that?
Even you did,
Also after you have solved the problem
What am I to you?
Even I already stand in front at your door.
Calling you open it for me.
But you always wait until I leave edi,
Only open the door.
Really wish to know your everything.
Including your problem.
Anyway,
Saw you at small pasar malam, and also when I’m heading to each a cup.
Suddenly find out that, no matter in which viewer.
Even just “闪过”
Also can recognize you.
LOL.
Always wish to chat with you longer.
But time is not allowed.
You always feel sleepy.
If not you then me.
HAIHHHHH.
What to do?
Always say something which will hurt me.
I’m not metal la pig.
I can’t stand it longer. @@
But I will try to do my best.

To someone,
I’m sorry. I can’t do anything.
Just hope that you r fine.
I don’t know whether is it my word hurt you.
Since you are not replying my message.
Is okay,
I won’t say anything.
As long as you are okay.
Take care.
Something passed mean pass.
Don’t regret for what you had done.
No one will provide you infinity of chances to change.
Except GOD.
HE do, but not me.
Sorry.
Move forward.
And GOODNIGHT J

6/6

Life is just like a roller coaster
It had ups and down,
But is your choice to choose to scream or to enjoy it.
Just like your daily problem.
Don't see it until so serious.
You don't know what will happen in your next second.
Gain or lose.
Is your choice.
What doesn't kill you, will make u become stronger and stronger.
Solve it.
And in the end, nothing can defeat you.




Wake up in the morning.
Unbelievable.
A pig like you will wake up at this time.
Shocked.
But why am I awake?
It's just 4 something in the morning.
Receive message from wechat.
After receive ur voice message.
Can't sleep edi.
Too happy?
Or awoke by my iPhone ringtone?
Who knows?
But seriously, I'm happy to receive ur message. PIG.
8o'clock class.
Kill my cells.
My brain can't function well.
DYING.
Leg pain.
Can't move well.
What the hell.
Wake up early in the morning just for one classes.
8 to 10.
MATH.
DAMN GOD.
BLOODY HELL.
WHY DON'T LET ME SLEEP?
Fine.
Can gain more knowledge.
So i will continue to attend the class.
DO YOU BELIEVE I WILL THINK SO?
NEVER. FOOLS.


Slept for whole days.
Pigs are no longer lazy then me.
Imma expert in sleeping.
Slept for whole day.
Night still boleh continue sleep.
GOD.
What am I?
Abnormal creation?
Try not to text you.
Cause I'm scared.
Scared of disturbing you.
So waiting for you message.
6 o'clock afternoon.
Message detected.
So happy.
Is you.
But unfortunately,
I went out to play basketball.
You went out to pasar malam.
After that I went out to eat.
You went out to yamcha.
And at the end, we end up with a GOODNIGHT.
Sorry.
I can't control my mood.
Just,
Waiting for your message.
Is like a person who is really hungry.
Depress of waiting for their foods.
Scare you will tired.
So I let you choose.
Whether you want to sleep or chat with me.
You choose to sleep.
Disappointed.
But as long as you r happy with it.
Is perfectly fine for me.
Sorry cause I had spoke something that hurt you.
No next time.
I think is my phone problem
Sometimes can't receive your message.
Want you wait me.
I'm sorry.
GOODNIGHT and Sweet dream.
"AF" :)

5/6

Words,

Can be good or bad.

Judgement,

Caring,

Praising,

Scolding,

It's all depends on what u want to use.

A word from you will decide ur future,

A word from you might decide others future,

A word from you might judge urself,

A word from you might set yourself in what value u r.

Please do remember.

Words are powerful.

But, they came from your mouth, after your brain start to functioning.

So, U r the most powerful creation in earth.

THINK before you SPEAK.

After some few days,

Life remain,

Still the person,

Who is facing this screen and typing.

Computer is a part of my life.

Shouldn't say computer.

Should i use apps?
Software?
Without facebook, computer is not fun at all.

Without Games, computer is just a nothing for me?

Don't know.

what I know is,

THIS word,

technology are needed.

Computer do play a main role in our life.

Solve our problems.

But do they really solved our problems?

Or it just helping us to create more and more problems?

Who knows?

GOD do.

Anyway,

Welcome to my life.

Appreciate,

Cause until now, you still willing to roll you mouse or pressing the down arrow key to scroll down this.

Thanks.

Tutorial started.

First week already decided assignment group.

Well,

As long as there are girls inside the group,

Motivation will be displayed.

But,

Is it efficient?

LOL. maybe i'm "soldering"

Need something to push on.

Soon, 

Feel sleepy,

Is hard to concentrate in a class who you has studied the subject before and also will friends.

But without them,

Life goes no where.

Can't find anything to hold on.

Not a reason.

Friends.

So important.

Sorry for just now match,

Will try to control myself,

I'm sorry.

Missing someone,

WHO?
Secret,

GUESS?

Not an option,

GIRL?

BOY?

FAMILY?
"Negative"

I don't know.

Just mood doesn't go well.

feel sleepy plus tired.

With my injured leg.

Hard to walk after the match.

But my leg will suddenly recover if heard there are match available.

Well i'll stop here,

GOOD NIGHT.

Hope there are angles beside me and prepared for my WEDNESDAY.

:)

31/5

Bad or good?

Why asked so? 

Actually everything are good, just u r not satisfied with it so u think that's bad to u.

Actually it's good, just because you think that it is not good den others.

So it's bad.

Why don't try and think positively?

Peoples.

If u feel that u r unlucky.

Try to think about those child.

and others people. 

There are million of bad things happened in this world every hours every minutes and every second.

Some might worst den yours.

Do you figure out the way how to solve your problems?

If yes, or no.

For those who answered no, since u can't figure out how solve your problems.

Why worry?

Is actually morning now. 12.18

Good morning people.

Someone called me to update my blog.

So i'm here now.

Life goes on.

People changed.

Friends remain.

Add on some special friends.

Male, female.

Not bad.

Many things happened.

During this 5 month.

First and foremost,

My school's life.

Not bad.

Is awesome.

With awesome friends.

Not alone.

Thx GOD. no matter until where, I still can find some real friends which will help me.

Life is complicated.

But much appreciated.

Cause I'm not alone.

For those who went to KL to continue their studies.

BYE BYE and TAKE CARE.

Will miss u all :)

Second,

Family.

Home.

Changed.

Become more lovely and friendly.

Started not to quarrel.

Even sometimes will do so.

But still the same.

THx.

Cause finally, i can live in a peaceful house.

Life without u is quite bored.

COCO.

I miss u so much.

Where are u now?

Are u good in upstairs?

Anyone bully u?

I did pray for u sometimes.

Don't angry me.

But i seriously miss those day with u.

SO happy.

U r so cute.

U always cheer my day.

I will love u.

If u want to become a dog again.

Please find a better master.

I'm not a good master.

Cause I am not good enough

Can't protect u well.

So i lost u.

I'm sorry.

Thirdly.

Church.

I'm back.

GOD.

There are many things that could be brought,

which can only be found in church.

LOVE.

CARING.

HAPPINESS.

PEACE.

I'm so happy that i'm back to here.

My second home.

AND the last.

YOU.

Don't know whether are u watching this.

I just wanted to tell u that.

I used 4 month to forget u.

During this fews month.

Many people find me.

Chat with me,

Tell me alot.

And i learned alot.

Something that u can't get it. doesn't mean u r not good enough to get it.

Just because u deserve a better one.

A bull shit sentences.

But that's the only sentences which can "AN WEI" myself.

I just wanted to say.

Friend.

That's all.

Maybe is fair enough for us.

Time will solve everything.

I did believe this.

Cause i really experienced it.

Thanks for those who tried to comfort me.

Appreciate.

I love u my family.

Sorry because I did something and speak something bad when i'm in bad mood.

Will try to change.

Life goes on.

People changing.

But hope is good not bad.

GOODNIGHT :)

1/1

New year,
New life,
New me.
I won't repeat my mistake again.
I won't let old noel come back again.
2013, I will be a better guy :)



Many things happened.
Include my birthday, final exam and also today!
Wao.
Memorable.
So sad that 24 of december.
I'm sick.
But luckily, i still got u all :)
Thanks for giving me so many surprise.
Love u all <3 p="p">I will keep it inside my heart.
Really appreciate it :)
Thanks.
Final.
We did do our best.
I did.
I did do all my best.
If still can't.
Wish mean i need to change course ler.
and that time I would like to say.
BYE BYE, my dream.. :)
Whole weak.
Keep on repeat and repeat.
study and study.
sleep for 4 or 5 hours only
So pressure.
+ suffer.
How i wish i'm like those genius.
x)
Finally.
I did went to pub before 19 and the last day of my 18 x)
First time,
Really first time.
Those sounds, peoples, drinks, songs,
really make us mad.
Now i und why my friends always go to pub.
I see I see.
Many things changes.
My friends.
So I would like to changes as well xD
What can i do?
A new year leh.
Should i set a target for myself?
Erm...
Let me think.
Wao. 2012.
Everything start here.
Our memory,
How we build up our relationship,
end it.
SPM ended,
decided my future.
My friends,
Went to UTAR.
Knew new friends,
even change my life style,
Many people said that i look alike someone.
Get more and more knowledge.
Study hard.
Play hard X)
Everythings. also came from 2012.
I learnt it in this year.
What a meaningful year :)
What should i do leh?
Even U treat me very very very very very cold till I also going to get freeze.
I'm always using a bunsen burner and heat myself to get warmer leh.
Please don't keep on reduce the temperature le la.
I'm trying hard to heat it ler.. T^T
14 days.
Before my school start.
I would like to change myself.
Do something which could benefit myself.
Learn something new.
Maybe guitar songs or piano? xD
Keep fit xD
I will do it. as my next 13 days holiday. haha
2013 ler. At here,
I wish u all can have a happy 2013 lar.
Every thing will be alright :)
for me.
I wish I can don't think about it edi.
Don't because of it suffer.
And also get u x)
GOOD nite and sweet dream.
"what a happy nite xP"

friday

你说想哭就弹琴，

想起你就写信，

爱了就决定，

累了就别任性，

但为何，我看见你累了但还那么的人性呢？

Morning. :)

Alone in kampar.

Don't wish to go home.

Cause no mood.

The end of the world?
But i'm living peacefully in my hostel.

but sadly, i can't pass it with my family :(

although i ate tan yuan.

My mum, sis went to play just me alone need to study..

Yeah, i admit,

I find others girl to chat is because i want to forget u.

If not i can't do it.

Thanks.

Thank for accompany me.

Syuen.

I really don't know what u want.

U want me to care about u?
But why when i want to care about u,

U just push me away?

When i choose to left u alone,

but u start to emo?

Can u just tell me what u want?

I am tired of guessing u.

Cause u never give me ur answer.

Doesn't u said that want to be friend?

But why u let me feel that u still like me?

But why u let me feel that u still love me?

I don't want to think too much.

But u make me so.

I already tried.

Sigh..

Maybe just like zi wei said.

It's not easy to get into someone's mind.

It even hardest to get into someone's heart.

Just give me a break can?

Summer has come a pass.

Can u just wake me up when december end?

Here come the rain,

Falling from the sky,

I keep on blame it.

Why don't it appear sunshine?
where is the sun?
As my memory rest,

But u come again and agian..
What to do..?

Sorry,

Just now too....angry, please forgive me.

Erm. Thx han.

cause accompany me whole day.

I think if without u, i probably can't study ba?
Although sometime u want to study,

maybe u'll feel annoying?

But i just wish i could chat with u. even it's expensive.

Only chatting with u can let me forget something.

Thanks.. :)

Monday

So envy those zombies.
No need to think so many things.
Just live for foods, die for foods.
So wish i could become like zombies.
No emotion, no feeling.
No need to study, No need computers.
The important things is, no need to think.





Good morning,
So sorry.
I'm still can't forget about it.
I did tried my best.
I really did.
U know how suffer am I?
every morning wake up,
face the mirror,
and tell myself.
U don't like her anymore, U don't like her anymore,
Go find others, She is no longer suit u.
Even i know I will feel moody if i go open ur profile.
But sometimes, I can't handle myself.
Even I know I will sad, I also choose to type ur name inside my friend search there.
Just wish to see that r u alright?
Did he done his work?
Erm, yeah i feel happy cause that day u told me what happened to u and him.
But sorry. I don't even feel happy.
Just.. envy :")
I'm sorry. I'm trying my best to forget u.
But u suddenly pop out with this conversation.
I don't know what to answer u.
So i choose to said, no need to reply my message..
Sorry.
I'll like that is because i feel that no one can take care of u.
I'll like that is because no one is better den me. at least I thin so.
Every time when he or u post something is about u all de, I will hide it.
Just because i want to forget u.
I'm doing it well..
Anyway, at least someone did accompany me..
Thx..
Because of u, I really can no need to think so much.
Thanks.. thanks.
But sadly,
We need to study,
if not i don't wish to end our conversation with a words "Study"
Sigh.
Don't worry syuen.
I'm doing it. hehe.
So all the best in ur coming 21 final exam lar.
"if the world didnt end"
haha.
Won't la. GOD will protect u one :P
Just.. all the best :)
How are u this following days?
I think, u r good rite? :)
every things fine?
I will keep in touch with u. don't worry.
If he dare to do something wrong. I will go and kick him, don't worry. haha
Just wish that u will happy forever and ever. :)
Remember.. SMILE! hehe
U r the prettiest when u smile, still remember it?
I told u before. hehe
Anyway, good luck.
I will move on.
And.. My iPhone 5 is coming!!!! exciting!!!
But my final is around the corner as well.. haha
Anyway, let's add oil :)
GOD bless.

Saturday

New life,

New journey,

Although will feel sad without u.

But,

I'll soon forget u.. Soon. :)
GOD thx.

GOOD morning. :)

My 1st day..

Hard to tell what is my feel.

Finally passed.

Thx for giving me such opportunity to learn how to become strong..

Thanks. hehe

Think carefully o :)

My advice..

Today went to library study.

Thanks for ur accompany, yi han.

We are facing the same things as well.

Add oil la. hehe

forget about it :(

Drive for 2 hours, for back hometown.

Very tired lur.. :(

But still okay la.. haha

I will continue to study one, tomorrow. haha.

Add oil NOEL!

U can do it one.

GOOD NITE :)

Friday

12/12/2012

It won't come again.

Thanks for willing to come out,

for last time chatting. :)

At last..

Every things over :)

New life started.

Well.

Thanks for everything..

谢谢，

真的很谢谢你，

曾经你是我的目标，

过后你是我的未来，

但一切的一切，

都因为我的自私而破碎了。 :)

谢谢你喜欢我，

我也喜欢...当年喜欢我的你。

那些年，

我们一起读书的地方，

那些年，

我们每个礼拜才见一次的地方，

那些年，

我们在一起成长的地方。

最后一次了。

昨晚，

就算是我得不到的答案，

但我也是很开心。

因为我已经说完我要说的了，

谢谢你。

给了我你心中的答案，

对，勉强没有幸福。

那是我最后一次在你面前流泪了，

我不会再流泪了，

我会学习坚强。

我不会再想小孩子那样了。

虽然，在火车上，

你不是哪一位一直陪我到终点的那一位，

但你却比 这一位跟来的重要。

是你教会了我如何坐火车，

是的，我也应该上路了。

我也应该换火车了，

虽然我不知道几时才可以在搭会这一台火车，

但...随缘吧 :)

你的火车已经走了，

我的火车票也已经到期了。

谢谢你 :)

我答应你的，一定会做到。

我一定会改变的，

别担心。

我们一起加油！

我会把我们的记忆，回忆，曾经。

放在我心底处，

永永远远，都不会忘记 :)

再见了，

旧的李奇峰也应该走了，

坐在原地太久了，

应该起来走动了，

加油加油 :)

没有你的日子会很寂寞，

但不要担心，

我会找到我因该珍惜的人的，

像你说的那样，

留给我真真珍惜的人。

我会的。

我不会让你的泪白流的 :)

对不起。

做过那么多对不起你的事情。

我...

我真的不知该说什么，

但还是要说,

对不起和谢谢你...... :")

Tuesday

Never betray or lie to your friends.

Cause those who betrayed or lied by u.

Is those who trust u.

Good morning. :)

Just...

Hope u won't forget me.

Hehe..

Waited u so long, but u also didn't text me.

I think.. Just...

Nvm, nothing la :)

How was ur day..?

I wish to text with u. whole day.

But.. I scare.

Scare will disturb u.

Wake up in the morning.

Just hope that u can eat it before go into the exam hall.

Cause my dad told me before.

If u leave ur stomach empty, not having ur breakfast.

Then ur brain will be empty as well, u think nothing and do nothing.

So i was wondering.

Since u exam start at nine.

I bring ur breakfast to u at 7 will be alright.

Just hope that u can do well in ur exam.

But since like i'm just.. done alot right? :)
U look like don't like it.

I'm sorry.

I don't understand u, maybe.

So i am just doing, what i think is correct.

U said at least tell u.

But i know, when i ask u. 

"no need, thx" or "don't want" will always appear in my next message after asking u this question.

So, I rather to buy it first also don't want to ask u, cause i know u will reject me.

But I do this, is just because... :)

My friends gave me comment.

U r so childish, and that's why u lose, and that's why u can't get it, u really don't understand!

Yeah...

I am so childish,

I not dare to look at him, 

When i know u r with him, my mind will call me not to go find u even how depressed am I to wish to see u.

I scare lose. yeah.

That's why i'm learning, how to understand u.

Read ur mind.

Someone told me, when a people speak it out the words, 

which mean the people feel that is meaningless already.

Haha. it remind me something..

Yeah, i really don't und u,

so i wish i could know more about u,

U no need to tell me. cause if what also tell, mean consider as not understand u.

I want to understand u.

Sorry, cause i really scare i will lose to him.

Even all of my friends also told me that, yeah, he is much more better den u.

But..... 

40966804483087 :)

At last..

I also went to find u.

At there,

I know u r there.

How i wish i could walk into it and sit beside u and study with u.

I scare.

I really scare.

I don't know what to do.

Thinking how to see u.

Not dare to go inside and buy a cup of water.

Not dare to stand in front of u and say hi to u.

Cause i scare it will affect ur study..

Sigh.

But when i  asked u whether can come out? but u also choose to stay there,

means.... :")

Nvm, I will be fine.

Sorry because cheat u.

I don't want u to worry about me. so i choose to said i went back edi.

Actually, i sit at there for half an hour edi.

Just wish that u can come out.

But at last, u also didn't did it.

My friend called me to back.

I beg him for 5 more min just because I wish that u will come out and find me. :)

I wish so.

Slow down my speed.

Waiting, and waiting.

But u didn't come out.

Wait u at home.

But at last, what i get is just....

A dream.

Sunday

God, why u r so weird?

Why u create us with so?

Before becoming couple,

Him know well about her,

but after becoming couple.

She keep on blame him don't understanding her.

What is the meaning of becoming couple? :)

Good morning! 

This few days happened many things.

Thanks for everything.

First..

You.

I will be strong. Don't worry, i will do it. hehe. 

If it can make u happy, i willing to do it.

no matter what. :)

And i promise u, i won't think so much.

So don't because of me make u can't study la :)

Next,

Thanks, family. ur "advice". u all did cheer my whole day. :)

Appreciate it, cause i have u all. I love u all :)

Friends...

I will accept it. i know it is hard,

but.. nothing is better den her smile.

if she happy. i would like to do it :)

This few days,

like few years.

haha.

It hard to pass it, while i'm alone.

but.. i know.

after a nap, every thing will be fine.

Even i face the mirror,

Keep on blaming myself.
No matter how i blame u,

Hate myself.

After a nap, i feel peaceful.

Feel comfortable. haha..

So sorry, cause i know u r study but still call u and talk those things to u..

sorry.

Not because of what,

just.

I'm jealous about it only.

but nvm lar. at least u happy den okay le la. i'm not important. hehe

But when i saw u walk into the shop and study.

How i wish i could go in and accompany u..

But i give up,

cause i don't wish to disturb u..

So i used my car.

Keep on pass by and pass by.

Just wish to see u studying.

Den i will be alright.. hehe

U said u didn't bring ur charger. 

So i straight away, take my laptop and my books go u there.

haha. so disappointed, when i know that  have back home and get ur laptop charger.

so nvm la, just sit inside the car and see u walk into it..

It fee so bad, but at least u r alright. haha.

Trying to think in positive way..

Today morning,

Wish to buy something for u to eat de..

but sadly, u had ur breakfast edi..

So.. nvm la :)

Tot go into mcd and buy ice-cream treat u eat de..

but think har think har. 

nvm la,

u said u fat edi, so i don't want u continue fat ler. so fat de things. avoid it la. hehe

If u feel tired den don't wake up and jogging le la.. :)

Sleep as long as u like, den wake up and study.

If u think about ur breakfast, no problem.

I will prepare for u, 

just...

when u need me :) I will be there.

So happy cause just now can chat with u..

How i wish the time can stop at that time..

Or slow down..

I know it's impossible :)

Just don't think so much le la.

Think happy de things lar. hehe

All the best in ur exam wor.

I will pray for u~

GAMBATEH :)

Thursday

"Every thing will be all right, 

forget yesterday things,

today will be good,

don't give up! :)"

That's the sentences that help me to become strong, u know? :(

Good morning,

Finally,

finally u willing to give me a chance to eat with u ler.

haha,

U know how happy am I?

I really feel like flying lor. haha.

But, my car doesn't want to listen to me..

Sigh,

Although that time i no mood to have my dinner edi,

but ur words,

finally i also ate ler.. hehe

Enjoy it so much :)

but.. why u keep on want me to go..?

I just wish to stay beside u..

Even one more second also can..

Just wish to stay beside u..

I don't care what they said.

I just wish that i could follow what my heart told me..

Their words not important.

I just don't want to regret.

I lose u one time,

I don't want it happen again.

If i have given the chance,

I will appreciate it.. :)

Today drama.

U came.

U know how happy am i?

I really can't describe my feel,

but..

Why he is beside u..?

I know lar..

but can u don't always stick with him..? :)

I know i am not ur who..

I can't order u to do what..

Just, i will feel sad only.

Nvm la, just do what u feel happy den okay edi lar..

U start to grow fat edi wor..

Don't always call him to fetch u la..

I willing to cycle with u :)

I willing to wait u.

I willing to do everything. including fetching u..

U said very scary rite..?

Actually, i will become so is just because i scare i will lose him.

All of my friends also said he is handsome then me,

feel like good den me,

even u also always stick to him..

He also always stick to u..

But do u know?

I really care about it..

I changed alot.

Just because I want u to know that, i willing to change just because of u.

I can do what he could, even better den him..

But why u just accept his invitation, but not me.?

I know..

Is because u want me to give up u rite..?

U told me that we can't be like last time like that edi..

Just be friend..

But...

I just want u to be mine.

We can't but if both of us willing.

Even can better den last time like that..

Can u please don't call me to give up u..?

It's hurt..

Very very hurt.

Every time when  u choose to stick with him.

I will feel very sad.

Even my tears will suddenly come out from my eyes.

But do u know?

I keep on remind myself.

"Everything will be alright, She only eat with him, study with him, don't think so much"

I edi tried not to think it.

But my mind will keep on think about it..

Even when u suddenly didn't reply me.

I will start to worried about u.

That's why i called u every morning and every night..

So wish that i could heard ur voice.

And can sleep nicely.

Do u know ur voice really can cheer my whole day?

See u also enough edi..

I really hope that every morning, when i wake up, i can heard ur voice, and also see u..

And every night.. before slept, can heard a good night from u.

Hear ur cute cute de voice,

Hehe :)

please.. don't call me give up u.

This sentence make me so depress.

Please don't said be back normal friends..

I want u so badly.. really :(

U r my everything..

Hope today everything r getting well.

Hope u this pig can concentrate on ur study lar.

Don't play his ipad le la. :)

U know i will angry d la. but u also know no matter what happen i also will forget u one :)

Good night lur :) hehe. sweet dream..

Monday

I really don't know what are u thinking,

Sometime u treat me like ur boyfriend,

but sometime u will treat me very very cold.

But when i ask u, whether u gave me a chance?

but u will answer me just treat me like friend.

What should i do? :)

Good morning. hehe :)

Know u very hardworking..

So not dare to disturb u..

but when i know u r with him.

Don't know why,

I will feel very worry and..

Just will feel worry lor :)

Although u said he won't eat u..

Haha..

Just can't control myself,

Can't control my words,

So if i did said something wrong..

Please.. tahan awhile la.. hehe.

Don't suddenly treat me till so cold lur :(

I will feel sad one :)

So sorry..

I wish to go mcd just now.

But i got meeting..

If not i sure will go one..

But just now the sentence very weird..

U said:" u not said that i'm very important meh? why not dare to come?"

Actually not dare to come or not..

Just if i go, i will affect ur study.. then i better don't want go lar..

But u said only with him, make me feel like want to go accompany u..

But for u future.. i don't wish to disturb u study..

So i just be patient, although i feel sad :)

Don't keep it in mind, cause i edi make used in it..

Hurt only ma, tried to think something which is positive den nothing d la..

Hehe. don't worry ( although i know u won't worry la :) )

Yesterday so happy lor.

Feel like become back like last time ler.

Can play ball with u.

Play cards with u.

Chat with u.

The important thing is, "With u"

At first when u said no this answer. make me feel very disappointed d lor.

But when ur bro said neh, there is her.

Suddenly I became very happy. Haha

Wish to chat with u rite now..

But u said tired,

So i just give up la.. 

Cause i know, when u said tired.

U really mean tired,

Means u really need to sleep edi. haha.

So i better don't disturb u this pig la.

If not later scolded by u, this piggie xD

Erm.. Wish to share with u what happened today..

Ms. Chin. our ECS teacher, teach us how to maintain a relationship leh. haha

And teach us many things, which is about relationship d..

Haha.

Suddenly think about our past :)

U really did alot.

Sacrifices alot.

Just i didn't appreciate only.

But don't worry,

From now onward, 

You no need to sacrifice anything, 

But i will sacrifice mine.

To bring happiness to u :)

If u won't mind.

I never changes..

And what i promised to u yesterday.

I will do it. :)

And GOOD NITE :)
SWEET DREAM :)

Saturday

我不是superman我不会飞来保护你。
我不是spiderman有预感能力。
我不是batman那么有财力。
我不是jumper我不会穿越时空去改变历史。
我不是超人，我也会流眼泪....


吴恺璇
我真的很喜欢你。
为什么就不给多我一次机会？
你到底要我做什么
你才肯信任我？
我真的很辛苦。
我真的很累。
每当我想放弃的时候，
我身边的朋友都会鼓励我叫我不要放弃。
真的，
我的心也叫我别放弃。。
你是我继续的理由。
为什么你就不回头望我一眼？
我知道我伤害了你。
但你可以不要对我那么绝情吗。。？
我真的很在乎你。
在乎到我很累。
我真的不可以没有你..
dolphin的事已经过了很久了，
为什么你就是不信？
我已经放下他很久了。
我们现在只是朋友。
很普通的朋友。
真的。
我在延伸写给你的一切，都是真的。
我那时是要放下她，然后接受你。
我承认我是利用你去忘记她，
我不想骗你。
但是过了延伸我就再也没有找她了。
因为我的心里面已经有了你。
你忘了吗？
我所对你说过的所有事情？
我对你做过的所有事情？
我对你是真心的。
真的，
我只喜欢你一个。
就当我求你了，
可以不要不理我吗？
可以接受我吗..?
我不是什么超人，
我受不了那么多刺激，
我也是很软落的。
可以不要对我那么绝情吗...?
我对你所做的每一件事
难道你都不明白吗...?
我真的很喜欢你。。

Thursday

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了。
你曾经对我说你是我的。
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了。
你已离开我，但我还是想对你说。
想要你回到我的世界。




Tomorrow got chemistry exam.
Still one more chapter to go.
Can't study well.
Sigh.
I miss u so much..
when u gone, my world is bleeding.
U hurt me so bad, u know? :(
This few days,
I edi tried my best.
To control my attitude.
I changed. just because of u..
Called u,
is because i hope to hear ur sound.
is because i wish to chat with u.
is because when chat with u, i will feel happy.
U said no need to call u.
waste my money,
later blame no money,
but i tell u,
u r important den money.. u know? :(
U always ask me is it got important d things so find me?
Actually i hope to tell u that, yeah, u r my important person.
Sigh..
I just wish to hear ur sound, for much longer.
Nothing to chat, but i also will think something to chat.
Just hope that u don't close my phone..
Every night i also 很不要面 like that ask u whether got dinner eat anot.
Want me accompany u eat or not?
or hlp u da bao?
I know. every night u also got ppl accompany u eat dinner..
I just wish i could find a reason, to let me accompany u..
Do u know? :(
Even through i knew the answer, but i also don't care about it.
continue asking.
I know before that, u blame me before.
cause didn't accompany u eat dinner.
but... now can? I know it was too late..
Every morning also will find a reason to call u.
Give u a morning call..
I know u can wake up..
Just wish that, i can heard ur sound at every morning.
heard u 撒娇 de sound.
It really can cheer my whole day :)
So miss those day.
I hope that i can fetch u back every day..
Not him :(
Every day also ask whether can i fetch u or not..
but always give u rejected..
I hope to fetch u back..
Sigh..
Erm.. just now i haven't say something to u..
Goodnight. and sweet dream :)

Tuesday

When I saw u lead his hand, my heart is no longer "lup" "dup" sound.

But is "pling" "plang" sound..

It's really hurt, do u know? :"(

Yesterday got biology test.

This my first time,

I got confidence to tell u that,

i might can score 20 above in this exam.

U know how happy am i?

Cycle back home, just want to share this message to u..

It's raining.

But when i'm cycling back to home..

I saw u. with him.

U lead his hand, and he is using umbrella to cover u..

I didn't see wrong..

It is u.

But i'm not sure who is it..

At that moment,

Just 1 second.

Feel like want to die.

Feel like my heart broke.

Feel like everything is not important anymore..

Suddenly my mood very down..

Sigh..

Why?

I so hope that it is ur sister..

Immediately text u.. but u didn't reply me..

So i called u..

U told me that because the floor very wet,

So u lead his hand..

Haiz.

I feel like drop from mountain.

Really really down.

although u said so.

but i also feel very sad.

Suddenly no mood to do everything.

My report,

Study.

Long time didn't call u.

I asked for a chance.

But u said be friend better..

Sigh.

I know i hurt u before.

I really hope that u can give me one more chance to prove it to u that i can give u a better life.

I can bring u happiness.

Can u please give me one more chance?

To love u more?

U asked me, if u give me chance what would i do?

Future?

At the moment when i saw u with him.

I knew that, my future can't without u.

My future is u.

U r my future.

My life cant without u.

Losing u, let me feel like...

Everything is abnormal.

U r the reason, why i hardworking.

U r the reason why i study till so hard.

U said i know u well,

once ur heart died, that mean really died.

SIgh.

I know u know me well as well.

When i said i will do it, sure i can do it..

Why u don't give me one more chance? :(

I promise u, i will do what ever i can to become a better guy..

I promise u, i will hurt u anymore.

I promise u, no matter what happened, i also won't leave u alone..

But why u push me away.

It's so hurt when i asked we still got chance to be couple?

But u said "no, i think"

U hurt me so bad..

I want u so badly.

Hope to always be by ur side.

Hope to be back before that, so happy, so caring.

I...

Can u please don't walk so close with him..? :(

Can u please don't...?

Please?

I..

I'm sorry...

What should i do..?
To let u become my the only one..?

What should i do..?
To let u back to my side..?
Can u please... don't leave me alone..?

Don't let my heart die can..?

Friday

Life is just like a movie.
U r the main character.

Every of ur friends are just a minor part.

Their jobs is to help and teach u to become a success character.

But at last, u also need to do it by urself.

Yeah, to become a success one, u must win lonely.

Good morning! :)

Kinda busy, cause gona face two exam on next week.

i'm going to die.

Nxt week organic chemistry,

Doesn't ask much, just at least let me get 30 above la.

Hahaha..

This few days also very late only sleep.

I think soon i will become owl ler. 

Seriously, 

24 hours for me, is not enough.

i think i need 48 hours.24 hours use to sleep.

And another 24 hours use to do my things.

Wednesday that day,

U suddenly text me, and it shocked me.

Unexpected.

I tot u still angry me..

But is so happy to receive ur message.

So sorry cause i didn't notice u pass by there twice ><

Hardworking? no use la. no matter how many effort had i put i also can't score well.

What is my problem?

sigh.

But u suddenly text me, make me feel happy lor. haha

but after tat, u didn't text me anymore,

Can u please don't say some words such as "okay la, don't disturb u la" 

No matter how busy am i. I also won't forget to reply u.

I won't do it again.

I promised myself no matter how busy am i, I also will reply u.

So please don't angry anymore..

Friday, today.

Saw u sit at there.

At first i tot that just pass by enough la. act like didn't saw u.

But when i reach beside u.

My hand will automatic say hi to u.

Why?
Like usual, even tot u didn't ask,

But i also will tell u everything,

Even u don't want to know,

But i also will tell u.

:)

Haiz, many thing passed is passed.

Even u keep on said we still got chance

Even u keep on said she just play u nia, she actually still love me one.

But i know well about her.

When she mean it, she really mean it.

Like if she said tired, she is really tired.

Her tired mean put down.

I know.

I know her well.

She nvr nvr 心软.

Cause she is she..

And i'm who am i.

Just let it be ba.

Time will solve everything. :)

Monday

It's raining,

Why got rain?
Why after rainy day will be sunny day?

Why there are rainbow after rain?

Why i can't see any rainbow after rain?
Does it hide up?

Why so selfish?
Since u r so beautiful, why don't let me see u?

彩虹的故事,

a nice song :)

Good morning,

Today so tired. ><
Rushing for my report,

and also prepare for my wednesday exam.

Well,

Still haven't prepare yet.

Feel like gona GG.

What to do?
No motivation. :(

Today went to school,

My friend treat me eat sticky.

It remind me u..

Still remember that day u suddenly call come and chat with me.

And ask me whether want any present anot? Cause u r traveling.

I told u no need. But u still go and buy sticky for me.

Just because of u, i only eat sticky ><

At first, u brought it back.

Inside contain many colour.

Don't know which one should i choose. haha.

U r the one who told me that green colour is the most nice one.

Then i only start to eat green colour.

Only green colour. Haha.

So miss those day.

Ur sticky still at my home.

Haven't finish yet.

Cause no more green colour, and anothers colour i don't like. haha

Don't say me picky eater please. i'm not Xp

But hope share with u. The happiness of eating green colour de sticky.. :)

Is already midnight 2.24 a.m.

I saw u online,

But i don't know what to do.

Should i say i couldn't do anything?

Well,

I really hope to say a hi to u..

but i not dare.

Cause i know u won't reply me anymore..

Keep on press ur name on the chat box, and close it.

Until i found out that u have offline..

Yeah..

Time won't wait anyone.

Chance also.

If u missed, it won't return.

Chance provided by u, but i didn't appreciate it..

How was ur day?

Today i saw ur sister with formal leh.

Haha. She's so handsome =.=

Saw her at block b, i think she is currently having group assignment?

Today have class till 8 o.. tired till hell.

back home still need to rush for my report.

Until now....

Got drink more water?

Please take good care of urself ar, cause the weather is hot, easily get sick.

But i think my remind also no use la, cause he will remind u right? haha

Saw ur new pic with ur dog. Tot want to press like de. 

but... suan liao la :)

Sure busy ur assignment until very tired lur..
Faster go rest lar, don't make urself feel tired ar. :)

If u let me know that u fall in sick den u sure kena from me edi. haha.

Goodnight lor..

Sunday

I'm still waiting,

Waiting u.

Please don't leave me alone.

Good morning..

Yesterday think alot..

Thx for ur advice. :)

At first i tot that friend really cannot,

but when clam down and think clearly,

Isn't every perfect couple start with a best friendship?

Sorry.. cause I think i had made u down.

Made u sad.

So sorry...

So regret.

But it's all too late..

Just like what my friend said, 

Every thing also got it's time limit one.

When the time reached, u can't never get it back.

So before it expired, please appreciate it.

Yeah. is too late.

If i were given second chance.

I would like to say yes.

No matter what happen.

I also will say yes.

OR not today we also won't become like that.

If that day, i say a yes.

At least we can be friend :)

But..

I can't pass myself.

When i saw him chat with u,

Eat with u,

know him go ur house,

know u walk very near with him.

I will feel... 

U know?
Even i told my friend i'm okay.

But that's was just an illusion of mine.

Even i tried to think that it's all right noel. U will be better after a nap.

But soon i will feel lonely.

Soon i will feel sadness.

That's all fake.

I'm not okay.

Today was a rainy day.

But why i will feel sadness?
Why i will feel lonely?
Why i will feel moody?

Feel like want to shout out loud to express my feel.

I'm so tired.
R u facing the same situation like me before?

Yeah, i deserve it. sorry.

You know how was the feel? Now i do know it, sorry.

Today watched running man. one esp.

DO u know how was the feel when u watched something that is funny but u can't laugh it out instead of feel like wana cry? :)

I feel so suffer.

First time watch running man without laughing.

Well,

I still remember u r the first person to tell me that i look alike him..

Haha. feel so happy, cause it is the first time, got people praise me look like an artist.

Although he's not handsome. :)
But u told me that u love him very much, call me to spoil his image.

Hahaha.

Now think back also feel very funny.

Few times.

I feel like want to text u.

But at last i also can't do it.

Cause i know u won't reply me.

U told me that u won' forgive me anymore..

haha. so what i can do is ask u at here.

How was ur day?

Whole day also busy assignment?

Did he bring u go eat?
I beat he did it :)

Don't let urself down, if u feel tired, please go take a rest. :)

Take care.

Goodnight :)