Wednesday

U tell me u will sad because of it.
U tell me u will be happy because of it.
Why when i do that, u doesn't feel happy?
Why when i do that, u doesn't feel sad?

Why the sky is raining?
U don't tell me, actually u r the one who is crying.

Good morning :)
Finally u give me fetch u.
so happy,

cause u gave me a chance to let me fetch u.

Happy cause u let me feel like we can soon be back like before we quarrel.

Happy cause u let me to fetch u home :)

But why u look like so tired?
and busy?
Doing assignment?

Sorry because of disturbing u.

Hope u don't mind.

But when i saw ur facebook show u r with him.
Don't know why will feel jealous.

Haha.
Maybe is just my wrong impression??

I think i shouldn't go 8 ur profile. Haha

Hey u ar, yeah is u.

can u please don't ignore me?

Will find u chat because u r the one who let me won't think others.
cause u r the one who can cheer my day. 

haha. so can u please don't sound like don't want chat with me?
pleaseeee? :)

Goodnight lor..
Enjoy ur holiday :)

Sunday

Why does Sun nvr appear when moon appear?

Why there are morning and night?

Why there are rainy day and sunny day?

Why they can't combine together?

Erm..
Morning..

Yesterday, So sorry.
Yeah, although i edi know the answer.
But i keep on asking u.

Again and again.
Just hope to get a answer which I wanted.
Stupid rite?
But u r the one who decide whether I'm a stupid guy or a clever guy.

Finally, I had make it clear.
Thx for telling me the truth.
Thx for giving me a lot of chances.

Thx u so much.
Alright. I will make it clear start from today.
Just do what u like la.
I promise u, i will focus in my studies start from today.
I won't let myself regret anymore.

I will try my best.
I promise myself it won't happen anymore.
I will keep it till the end of the world.

U r the one who make me become strong.
thx u so much :)

Apologize for those passed things.

I did seriously hurt u.
Yeah.
I think u r taking revenges.
haha.
although u said no.
However, if u really did so.
I won't angry, but will sad only :)
U have successful hurt me.
I will be alright. Don't worry :)

Friday

Friday, feel so weird. Shouldn't be happy?
Why i can't feel it?
Cause the nxt day is saturday wert.
Saturday holiday wert, and also sunday.
but why i feel like nothing?  U said i always forget ur things o?
Actually i never forget ur things.
Sigh.
Do u remember, how we meet?
Do u remember, the first time u teach me in my studies?
Do u remember, if without u i probably won't feel that books are important?
Do u remember, U treat me eat sushi?
Do u remember, no matter how was my mood u always be at my side?
Do u remember, every morning i also will receive a message from u? Do u remember, when i didn't find u, u also will automatic find me?
DO u remember... I think is no longer important..
Yeah. I'm sorry.
Cause i didn't appreciate it. yeah,i doesn't deserve it..
Hmmmm.
 How was ur exam?
 Does it affected ur mood?
Hope it won't. Haha.
Mine? very very weak la. I think u will scold me once u know it.. haha
But i think it won't happen anymore.
I do remember u scold me before cause i didn't study well
I do remember u care about me, always ask me whether got what question anot?
I do remember even u'r busying. u also will teach me how to do my report.
I do remember no matter what happened, U also will care about me :)
Thx u. So regret why i didn't study well.
haha..
Thank you so much :')

:)

Goodnight, is a word that can break a conversation. But isn't it should be told at night? Erm.. so sorry, cause i make u feel so. Anyway, thx for ur caring :) I just can't make use in it. Can u just reply my text? Although i will always call u go do ur things. Every time my hp vibrate. I hope that's a message from u. But since like my hp doesn't want to receive ur message. So sorry, because i will said so. So sorry, because i do so. So sorry, because i hurt u before. So sorry, because i can't make u smile. So sorry, because i failed to keep ur tear not to drop it out from ur eyes. Yeah, yesterday u told me. Now my experiences is like last time yours. But only half. Feel so regret when i saw this. What i can say is sorry. And just now. feel like i'm so fierce. Haha. yeah better don't break his promise. U promised him, den must do it :) So sorry cause i broke my promise. But u did broke my promise as well right? So fair fair la. haha Every morning also wish to get a message from u :) Even just a simply GOOD morning also can easily cheer up my day. Erm.. Goodnight :)

My second day without u

1/11 My second day without u. 111 haha. A new day. wake up in the morning. 10 o'clock class. wake at 9.45. Almost late for class. luckily i got speed. haha Suddenly feel like i should work hard edi. All of my friend also so clever, exp me. Haiz. Why am i always the last? Noel, Add oil. Suddenly receive a message from u. TOT u send wrong message.. haha But ur typing style let me feel that u r so fierce. :) we just end up our conversation with a "bu shi de" Actually, i'm not joking. I really hope that u will reply me. SO hope to tell u that, I wish to chat with u. So happy when u find me. suddenly let me think about the time when we r still good :) So happy to know that u so care about me. Scare to chat with u, scare to see u. It's just a cheat. I wish to chat with u, i wish to see u. But u suddenly didn't reply me edi. Sigh. But i'm happy because before u sleep, i still can receive ur message. While i am doing my report, i receive ur message. suddenly feel like all those problem gone. :) Seriously, u had become some one that can seriously affect my day. Good nite my beloved, hope the bee won't do anything to u la. haha Sweet dream :)

My 1st day without you :)

Finally it's happen. Once i tot that i won't happen, but it finally happened as well. Wake up in the morning, busying because of wearing formal and prepare for my presentation, and i also slept for 3 hours only. So tired >.< As usual, i pick my phone, Tot to text u a morning :) but once i open my inbox, i only realise that we are no longer like formely. Today is my presentation, why u r not here? last week u did promised me rite? U will come and support me, but where are u? many things happened. yeah, i almost forget. U promised me u won't find me again. Yeah, i almost forget edi. How was ur days? A day without u really feel suffer. Many things want to tell u. Normally when i get my result i will share with u. but... Miss u, seriously. :) where are u? What are u doing? U know? I feel happy because my presentation and exam ended. haha But why i can't share my happiness with u? You suddenly disappeared from my life. Feel like want to cry, where are u? I keep on looking at my phone. every times it's ring i so hope that it was u. but why? Know u not feeling well. please take good care of urself.. :)

UTAR LIFE

hmmm. don't know whether u still got see my blog anot lar. But nvm lar, i know who are u right now. see u so happy, i also happy la. I will type my blog start from today.:) So. my utar life started. At first, i tot that nothing special lor. think want to solo. hardworking.. study hard. But so happy. i really appreciate it. nvr think that uni life is so happy. Got new friends, new target, and they are the reason why i want to study :) doesn't wish to　leave them lor TT trying my best to catch up their learning speed as well. Hope i can do it lar. sem 2 edi, i will gambateh de. :) Just very envy, cause see both of u like that Don't hope to think so much, but it can't be stopped. I wish i could go back to that day, why am i so stupid? why i will say it out that sentences? I never tried so jealous before.. maybe is GOD want to punish me? try to think for others? hmmm what i can say is. Look at them feel like i had been returned to my 15 years old life. :)